[Verse 1] I have paid my dues... I have paid for my sins... Haven't I been punished enough? (enough, enough) Haven't I been beaten to hell and back? From every attack That I crawlled back from... Only to be beaten down again (again, again) Why am I suffering this way? (way, way) [Break] [Verse 2] This isn't what I planned.. This isn't what I wanted... (wanted, wanted) Why do I feel so jaded Why do I feel so haunted? (haunted, haunted) Did the gods forsake me? Did they even exist... At all (at all, at all) [Refrain] There is no fixing this There is no escape There is no surrender It is all so fucking late... (late, late) [Pre Chorus] My soul has gone Broken into a thousand pieces Like a black hole, the pain has no end... The curtain has come down Come down on my head... Breaking, pushing, pulling me further... (further) Into Dread.... [Drum Break] [Chorus] Oh These thoughts are all consuming These thoughts are destroying me... Climbing around, punching down Enveloping everything thing i see... There is no turning back... There is no remorse My life has run its course... The river has run dry... What was once a blooming love... As kissed its life goodbye... (goodbye, goodbye) [2nd Chorus - More passionate] I tried, I tried I gave it my all... I read between the lines And through the cracks I fall (I fall) I wanted you so much I wanted to feel your touch I imagined a world with you I thought I found a love so true... It was worth giving everything up for.. But now when I walk out that door... There is nothing waiting for me.. Except emptiness... And eternal Loneliness... [Instrumental solo] [Bridge] Why, why, WHY Why torment me so... (why, why) WHY, why, WHY Did you let me go? (let me go) I thought said all the right things... I thought you valued me... You said I was your friend.... But I dared to dream beyond... I dared to love you more than that... [Refrain] You are everything to me... You still are... You are my guiding light My supernova, my shining star... Your the echo to my voice The beat of my drum Your the heart thats beating When my body goes numb You are all those things And more to me And I ruined it all Dreaming of a (dreaming of a) You and me.... [Drum Break] [Grand Finale] Oh These thoughts are all consuming These thoughts are destroying me... Climbing around, punching down Enveloping everything thing i see... There is no turning back... There is no remorse My life has run its course... The river has run dry... What was once a blooming love... As kissed its life goodbye... (goodbye, goodbye) [Drum break] [Final Outro - More passionate] I tried, I tried I gave it my all... I read between the lines And through the cracks I fall (I fall) I wanted you so much I wanted to feel your touch I imagined a world with you I thought I found a love so true... It was worth giving everything up for.. I'd risk it all again... Just to see you one more time... Even if I have crossed that line.. Even if it kills me Even if its not what you want to hear... You will always be my angel You will always be light Even if you hate me Even if you cry I will never stop loving You with all my might. [Spoken outro] I will always carry You in my heart You might have thrown me away... But in my heart You will stay... [End]
