[Verse 1] You know my name better than my own reflection You wait in the quiet, you live in the silence I said I was done, I said it was over But you're still the first thing I reach for [Pre-Chorus] And you whisper "come here" Like you never left Like you're the only thing That's ever helped [Chorus] Familiar poison, I keep coming back You know every crack, every crack I've cracked I built you a home in the space in my chest Now I can't tell if you're the wound or the rest Familiar poison, dressed up like relief You've never once loved me, but I still believe Just one more time, then I'll let you go That's the same lie I told me a hundred times ago [Verse 2] I white-knuckle mornings, I count out the hours I plant something good, watch you choke out the flowers You don't kick the door down, you don't have to fight You just sit in the corner and wait for the night [Pre-Chorus] And you whisper "come here" Like you never left Like you're the only thing That's ever helped [Chorus] Familiar poison, I keep coming back You know every crack, every crack I've cracked I built you a home in the space in my chest Now I can't tell if you're the wound or the rest Familiar poison, dressed up like relief You've never once loved me, but I still believe Just one more time, then I'll let you go That's the same lie I told me a hundred times ago [Bridge] Maybe the truth is I don't hate the taste Maybe I'm scared of the empty space If I let you go, who fills the room? If I let you go, do I disappear too? [Final Chorus — half-time, stripped] Familiar poison... I'm still reaching back You know every crack... every crack I've cracked But I'm done building rooms in the space in my chest Tonight I find out if I'm more than this mess [Outro] Come here, come here — not this time Come here, come here — not tonight I know your voice, I know it well But I'm learning mine too, for the first time in a while