[Intro] [Distant vinyl crackle] [Slow, haunting cello solo] [Sound of a deep, shaky exhale] [Verse 1] [Whispered, very close to mic] In the hallway, shadows start to thicken, I am hiding from the evening light. Heartbeat makes the heavy silence quicken, Shame is calling out for us tonight. [Verse 2] [Slow, heavy trip-hop beat enters] [Muffled, "dirty" bass] Every "no" is just a fuel for burning, Every "never" makes the craving grow. Sickly sweet, this dirty kind of yearning, Deals a blow that only we would know. [Chorus] [Drop: Deep sub-bass swell and cinematic strings] [Layered, airy vocals] I should run and never look behind me, Lock the door against this fevered heat. But the more I hide, the more you find me, Bitter honey, heavy and too sweet. [Verse 3] [Breathy, husky delivery] See the redness creeping up my shoulder, Hear the fabric breaking on my chest. As the air around us starts to smoulder, I am cursed and I am truly blessed. [Verse 4] [Music strips back to a heartbeat pulse] It is wrongβ€”the way I seek the fire, It is foulβ€”the way I need the sting. Shame is just the engine of desire, Tearing every feather from the wing. [Verse 5] [Tension building, strings tremolo] Do not ask for kindness or for healing, I want only what the law forbade. In the dirt, upon the floor, and kneeling, I am not a victim, just afraidβ€” [Bridge] [Beat stops, only atmospheric hum] [Choked, emotional whisper] Of the way I love the dark transgression, Of the way I hunger for the fall. Listen to my breathless, choked confession: Shame is what I wanted after all. [Verse 6] [Full beat returns with distorted intensity] Drag me down beneath the city's vapor, In the room where no one sees the sin. Life is just a scrap of burning paper, Let the ruin of the soul begin. [Outro] [Music fades into dark orchestral echoes] [Exhausted, raspy voice] When the morning finds us cold and shaking, I will wear my guilt like heavy silk. Every bone inside my body aching, Salt is in the honey and the milk. [Final breathy sigh] [Fade out to silence] [End]