[Verse] Old leather boots stomp the dirt, clouds swirlin' Mind a hurricane, brain in constant twirlin’ Heart heavy, see my young ones cry, wonderin' Am I a hero, or just a ghost wanderin’? [Chorus] Hopin’ I’m a good dad, but my mind torn apart Untreated wounds, leavin' scars on my heart Three young spirits lookin' up, seekin’ light Questionin’ if I’m enough, in this fight tonight [Verse 2] Little girl’s eyes speak volumes, echoes deep Her laugh, pure gold, pulls me from sleep Sons wrestle shadows, climb mountains tall But I’m stuck drownin’, fightin’ against my own wall [Bridge] If I vanish, would they flower or fade? Life without my chaos, or dreams left unpaid? Seeds growin’, need water and sun But what if my storm leaves them undone? [Chorus] Hopin’ I’m a good dad, but my mind torn apart Untreated wounds, leavin' scars on my heart Three young spirits lookin' up, seekin’ light Questionin’ if I’m enough, in this fight tonight [Verse 3] Therapy costs more than gold bars I don't hold But need clarity, for their future, for their soul Boys want strength, daughter needs love so pure Me chained by head games, try to endure
