[Verse 1] I wake up tired before the morning starts Put on my clothes and hide behind my heart Everybody asks me, “How’ve you been?” I say “I’m good” and smile again I laugh at things I don't find funny Say I’m busy when I’m feeling lonely There’s a thousand thoughts inside my head And somehow I can't say any of them [Pre-Chorus] I don't know when I got this tired I don't know why I feel so far From the person I remember From the person that I was [Chorus] Some days I don't wanna get out of bed Some days there's nothing in my head Some days I feel everything Some days I don't feel anything And I keep waiting for the clouds to move Keep telling myself I'll make it through I don't need somebody to save me I just wish somebody could see How hard it is to be me [Verse 2] I watch the world through my bedroom window Everybody moving like they know where to go I wonder if they ever feel this way Or if I'm the only one pretending every day I scroll through pictures of somebody else's life Wonder why mine doesn't look as bright But nobody posts the nights they cry So I guess we're all just learning how to hide [Pre-Chorus] And maybe I'm not broken Maybe I'm just worn Maybe healing doesn't happen All at once when you wake up [Chorus] Some days I don't wanna get out of bed Some days there's nothing in my head Some days I feel everything Some days I don't feel anything And I keep waiting for the clouds to move Keep telling myself I'll make it through I don't need somebody to save me I just wish somebody could see How hard it is to be me [Bridge] Maybe tomorrow I'll feel lighter Maybe I'll laugh and mean it too Maybe the sun will find my window And I'll let a little of it through And if tomorrow isn't better I’ll still force myself to stay I don't have to have the answers Not sure if I should live another day [chorus] Some days I don't wanna get out of bed Some days there's nothing in my head Some days I feel everything Some days I don't feel anything And I keep waiting for the clouds to move Keep telling myself I'll make it through I don't need somebody to save me I just wish somebody could see How hard it is to be me [outro] How hard it is Some days
