Am I a perversion or am I just a kink is there any rhyme or reason to the manner which I think? Am I lost in wandering or am I a lost cause am I moving forward or am I stuck on paws? Do I worship Satan or believe in Santa Claus? Do I need to listen or should listen do your laws? Am I such a liar, a charlatan and crook? Or am I just a veteran who surprised and even shook? Do you see me as a poet if you met one would you know it? If you met one in a garden would you cut it down or grow it? If I am such a loser then tell me what you’ve won? For who is dead inside their bed and who stands in the sun? Am I such a monster or something more profound if you met me in the park again would you make a sound? Would you tell the truth or proclaim all your lies? Would you ever let me be or watch me with more spies? You say you’re scared to touch me for fear that you might break I only break the things I touch because they were so fake! I show you your true nature and catch you by surprise because when you come to face me I see through your grand disguise. You claimed to know the face of God, but know not of the FOG claimed to be a child of God but no none of the COG You say you worshiped Jesus But you only live with hate Why don’t you ask Muhammed What hate did to his fate Claim to know of Buddha But you never come to peace And then claim to be enlightened But darkness you increase I know that you all killed me God brought me back to life So why should I forgive you When you prints are on the knife You set my soul on fire And drowned me in the storm I hear everything you say about me Whispering inside your dorm You try to keep your secrets But all will soon me known You can take the crown away from me But you’ll never fill my throne All you do is rate me hate me Curse and then berate me Swear you’ll never date me Now not one of you will mate me Why don’t you go away? I don’t care what you say! All you ever tell is lies So I don’t wanna hear your cries You try to say protect the children But you really don’t care I’ve watched you walk away from yours How could you ever dare You call me a bad father But I’ve never had a dad If all I do is give free love How am I the one who’s bad? All you ever do is steal from me And take away my things Just because you believe lies you heard That really fucking stings I don’t give a damn a kit what you say Why don’t you just die and go away Of course I still forgive you all for what you did But I never will forget the pain from what you hid All you ever do is just pretend I don’t need fake lovers or a friend Then you had to go an commit fraud I think it’s time you pray to God Don’t you fucking see it now There’s so much more at stake But all you do is bully me Until I break I came here to help you fix your planet Now I recommend you just shit can it Go ahead and cry some more pray for the end of days All because you curse my name with all your wicked ways How can humans be so damned I kind I wish I could just go press rewind I wish that I could go back to when I was a kid And kill myself before not one of you had done the shit you did You break me gape me Drug me beat me rape me Porn me scorn me Exiled the forsworn me Never did you warn me That all of you were out to ruin my name All because of love of money and fame Tried to act like this was just a game Maybe I should do unto you the same First you treat me like a worthless tool Then you laugh and call me dumb ass fool I don’t think you know just what you’ve done Staring down the barrel of a loaded gun Tell me only God can love me But won’t send me back to God Tell me that I’m never worthy Banish me to Nod Kick me out of Eden Then besmirch me with your lies But your the fucking reason I hope everybody dies Maybe this is just my last farewell Wonder if they’ll let me back in Hell..
