[Intro – Male Voice, Soft Piano] Baby, there's something I want you to understand, When I get up and go walking, it's part of my plan. My vape in my pocket, my music turned loud, Just trying to calm my mind when my thoughts get too wild. [Verse 1 – Raw Rap] I'm always in the mood, it's just the way that I feel, Wanting kisses and cuddles, wanting closeness that's real. Want to hold you in my arms, pull you close to my chest, Kiss you, touch you, show you love, give you all the rest. And it's not just sometimes, it's there all the time, Like a hundred different thoughts running wild in my mind. I'm trying to keep control, trying to handle the flame, Not letting every feeling take the wheel of the game. 'Cause I know you have your limits, and I respect them, that's true, I don't want to cross a line or make you uncomfortable too. I want to show you affection, but I need to understand How to give you all this love without pushing past your plans. [Chorus – Catchy Melodic Pop-Rap] I'm trying to hold back just enough, not too much, Trying to find the balance with every kiss and touch. I wanna kiss you, cuddle you, hold you close to me, But I want you to feel comfortable, relaxed and free. So I take a little walk when my head gets too loud, Vape in my pocket, music drowning out the sound. I'm not walking away from you, I'm calming down my mind, Trying to find that balance, trying to get it right. [Verse 2 – Rhythmic Rap] Sometimes I'm sitting beside you, and the feelings start to rise, All I wanna do is kiss you when I'm looking in your eyes. I wanna wrap my arms around you, feel you close against me, And let that affection flow as naturally as can be. But I know that wanting something doesn't mean it's always right, You have your own feelings, your own mood, your own time. And I never want my affection to become a source of stress, I want you to feel safe with me, not pressured or distressed. So I'm learning how to manage all the feelings that I feel, How to show you that I love you while respecting what is real. Not to hold back every kiss, not to give you every one, Just to find that middle ground where we're both comfortable. And when it gets too much inside, when my mind won't settle down, I grab my vape, put my music on, and walk around the town. A few pulls, a little fresh air, let the music ease the noise, Trying to get my thoughts in order, trying to make the better choice. [Chorus – Stronger Male Vocal] I'm trying to hold back just enough, not too much, Trying to find the balance with every kiss and touch. I wanna kiss you, cuddle you, hold you close to me, But I want you to feel comfortable, relaxed and free. So I take a little walk when my head gets too loud, Vape in my pocket, music drowning out the sound. I'm not walking away from you, I'm calming down my mind, Trying to find that balance, trying to get it right. [Verse 3 – Faster Rap] It's a constant conversation going on inside my head, All the things I wanna do, all the things I leave unsaid. Should I give another cuddle? Should I kiss you one more time? Am I showing you affection, or am I crossing your line? I'm not trying to calculate each moment that we share, I just want to show you love and show you that I care. But sometimes all these feelings get so loud I need a break, Just a little time to breathe, let my mind reset its pace. And I hate leaving your side when I'd rather stay with you, But sometimes taking that short walk is the best thing I can do. Not because I don't want you, not because something's wrong, Just to settle down my thoughts and come back feeling calm. [Bridge – Soft, Honest Male Vocal] I want the kisses, I want the cuddles, Want to hold you close through all the little troubles. I want the closeness, the touching, the intimacy too, That's how strong these feelings are whenever I'm with you. But your boundaries matter, and I want you to know, I'll respect the things you want and the pace you want to go. I'm just trying to find a balance that lets my love shine through, Without giving you too much or hiding all my love from you. [Final Chorus – Emotional Pop-Rap] I'm trying to hold back just enough, not too much, Trying to find the balance with every kiss and touch. I wanna kiss you, cuddle you, hold you close and tight, And respect your boundaries every day and every night. So when I take that walk with my vape and music on, Know I'm calming down my mind until the noise is gone. I'd much rather be beside you, that's where I want to stay, I'm just learning how to handle all these feelings on the way. [Outro – Soft Piano] Just enough, not too much, Still wanting every kiss and every touch. I love being beside you, and I want you to see, I'm learning to balance my feelings while respecting you and me.
