And I I can see everything is beautiful But it can all still be broken The bitter cold starts to sting Look, and everything is gray And I I don’t know why I feel like this Am I so different from you? How does everyone else feel? Does anyone feel the way I do? And I I really don’t know anything It just feels so empty at times I see all the beauty out there But so often I feel dead inside Why do I feel like such an empty vessel? Why is it a chill all the way to the bone? Why does the world always feel so vacant? And why do I feel like hope is just A vision or ghost? A vision or ghost? And I I believe in the Holy Spirit I know hope is right here I try to resuscitate my soul, I do what they all tell me They think there is a cure Everyone has an idea to help When nothing at all changes It just makes me feel worse Yes, I definitely know They are all well-intentioned But I have heard every one I pray for something to change Please, please take this thorn God's plan isn't for us to know For you may not know how I feel If you don't I want to know how And just maybe I'll feel like you? Just do this and you’ll feel it Everything will change! But it never really does Because I always feel like I'm in a hole And I just can’t climb out… I still try I still hope I still love I won’t quit I believe in redemption I believe grace will save me But some days I just feel dead inside.
