If I die tonight

[Intro] La-la-la-la La-la-la-la I miss well Death to our childhood No Death to anything that's childlike Why does it feel like childhood is so far away? I wish I could go back, I miss it Ah, bye [Verse 1] If I die tonight, I don't want to fight I'm let the darkness consume me You see my heart is hollow to the core Emotionally, I'm unavailable My depression's always teaching lessons while I'm steady expressing suicidal ideation I romanticize death, I wish I didn't have to die to be a ghost Heart is ice cold, Dylan's at toll The rest of the story is boring and old We all know how it goes There's a boy with blue eyes, he never utters a word Only with his eyes, no surprise if I told no lies My depression always teaching lessons while I'm steady expressing suicidal ideation I romanticize death, wish I didn't have to die to be a ghost [Bridge] So if I die tonight, I don't want you to cry Please know it's what I wanted, it's what I need You see being alive is insufferable Every minute is filled with pain and ache I'm angry, I'm sad all the time I'm just sick and tired of being tormented, leave me alone [Verse 2] Tormented little soul, it's like Ursula has it Wait, isn't Disney miserable? We broke up with our childhood last night, it was a sad sight Don't forget we had a bad fight I don't think we'll be alright Childhood is the cake in the freezer I wish you could keep her but it's dead and gone So we have to move on, keep on going, just stay strong Keep your head up, don't let your crown fall down You're a princess, just remember that now You're a queen, dream scene, everything in between Oh my, I'm so sorry for having to leave I never wanted to hurt you, I just wanted my pain to go away Now that I'm gone, I hope I give you a thirteenth reason why to believe Suicide's never the answer