No, I'm not enough for anyone Never been anyone's number one Give ya my gold, get a participant certificate I've never known different, but damn, do I miss it One time is nothin' Two dozen, think it means somethin' But I'm fuckin' 28 years old I've realized it's just me, ya know? I'm never enough, never someone's first Givin' my best, still end up hurt Damn, I really should be used to it I've never known different, but damn, do I miss it Givin' my all, gettin' less and less each minute Being invisible would be better I think Hurts more when they there to see me drown Then leave me while I'm still fallin' down Happens every time, no reason to it Know a lot's wrong with me, got a lot to fix It matters but I ain't doing bad on purpose Most times there's no need for forgiveness I just go missin', and nobody ever notices They're too focused on their better friends Maybe there's somethin' in my blood type Warning people I ain't worth their time Losin' my hope for the future, if I ever even had it I'm never enough, never number one Givin' my best, still end up hurt Damn, I really should be used to it I've never known different, But damn, I'm dyin' without it... What is love when they don't care when you're cryin'? Maybe I just want some positive fuckin' attention At this point, it ain't ever gonna happen No one even tries to understand it If my pain had a color, uh, visibility Maybe then they'd finally fuckin' believe me Take it serious, see what I'm feelin' Or, It'd be the same damn thing. A participant certificate. No matter what color it is. No matter what color it is... I'll never be number one.


