What I never said To you I wish I had I wish I’d said them then. But, fear or pride or something else Kept my mouth shut instead. And now As I remember then That moment we had shared. I’m deeply sorry I did not Convey how much I cared. How much you meant to me How every day you helped me smile. That having you beside me Made life bearable for a while. I’m skeptical by nature. Concerned about the future. And generally adverse to any Intimate interaction. I worry, though I know I shouldn’t. Wish I had been clear: but I couldn’t. And now I’m hoping this gets through to you. The things I wish I’d said Make up the bulk of my regrets. And I hope you haven’t given up just yet… Choices Voices Walls of steel Dreams and nightmares All too real. Damaged To the point of fight or flight. The things I wish I’d said I say tonight. I’m good at hiding feelings If I feel I’m being trapped. So many years of hiding From myself and all my crap. I’m not so good at sharing All the things inside my head. And these are just a few of all the things I wish I’d said. Yes these are just the start of all the things I wish I’d said. [Mournful solo] Now here we are Together So I plan to change my tune. Silently I pray to all the stars, the sun, the moon. And if you can forgive me I hope we can move ahead. These are all the things I say, that I wish I’d said.
