
Ashes in My Cup
[Verse 1] Shit I wake up mean With a fucking headache grin Bottle by the sink And a hole in my head Shit I lost last night Somewhere in the haze Names fade fast Like a lost memory fuck it [Pre-Chorus] I tried to pray but no is listening But my fucking hands shook through Heard my old fear fucking chasing me Shit "I'm right here lost in a world of despair The room walls are fucking closing in on me Their is a demon chasing me Like it knew my name Every little sin Turns the same, turns the same Fucking! Turns the same!! [Chorus] Ashes in my cup I drink it down And it still ain't enough Ashes in my cup I fight my demons Then I wake up stuck Fuck will this ever end!!! [Verse 2] Shit Round after round In a war with myself shit A Bad taste on my tongue And a bottle for help Temptations stares back and fucking laughs at me From the edge of the bed! Depression sits In the back of my fucking head [Pre-Chorus] I tried to run But the door swung back Anger in my chest If God still sees He sees all this mess I keep fucking going numb Just to not feel less [Chorus] Ashes in my cup I drink it down And it still ain't enough Ashes in my cup I fight my demons Then I wake up stuck [Bridge] I forget my face I forget my vows Fuck!! In the smoke But somewhere deep!! There's a spark One thin line That refuses to quit [Final Chorus] Ashes in my cup I drink it down And it still ain't enough Ashes in my cup I fight my demons Then I wake up stuck Ashes in my cup God, pull me out 'Fore I go too far fuck it!! I won’t last good by

