[Verse 1] Sleep 6 am in morning, face in the shade Pill on the sink and the bed unmade I said "I'm good" with my jaw still tight Then I fed the itch 'til it stole my peaceful night Self hate in the mirror, I don't like my stare Trying Fix my face,but the hole still grow Need no extra weird shit Same old pull at the half-open door [Pre-Chorus] Therapy session every weekend and I almost cried He said "name it" and I named the lies I got tools, got truth, got light Then I still went and broke it night by night [Chorus] Turnt, turnt, I'm still turnt (take me down) I love the burn Turnt, turnt, I'm still turnt I get clean, then I learn Messy as it was As it turnt Turnt, turnt, I'm still turnt (back again) yeah, that's the hurt Turnt, turnt, I'm still turnt I want out, but I crave the curve Messy as it was As the turnt [Verse 2] Diet Pepsi and that matcha latte, taco at two Late-night talk with a stranger on cue Random video chat, same old ditch Blank little faces, they don't know my real name Rehab glow, I was feeling strong (too strong) Made it through the day, then I went too long Good days stacked up, I was close to get free Then the vibe came back and it talked So good to me [Pre-Chorus] Therapy session every weekend and I almost snapped He said "name it" and I named the lies I got tools, got truth, got light Then I still went and broke it night by night [Chorus] Turnt, turnt, I'm still turnt (take me down) I love the burn Turnt, turnt, I'm still turnt I get clean, then I learn Messy as it was As it turnt Turnt, turnt, I'm still turnt (back again) yeah, that's the hurt Turnt, turnt, I'm still turnt I want out, but I crave the curve Messy as it was As the turnt [Bridge] I can taste the rescue I can feel the chain I can take the lesson Still I feed the shame One step, two step Then I slip the same Say I want the whole way change But Still I touch the flame Fucking messy in this rain [Chorus] Turnt, turnt, I'm still turnt (take me down) I love the burn Turnt, turnt, I'm still turnt I get clean, then I learn Messy as it was As it turnt Turnt, turnt, I'm still turnt (back again) yeah, that's the hurt Turnt, turnt, I'm still turnt I want out, but I crave the curve Messy as it was As the turnt
