[Verse 1] In a stuffy white room heard a shattering boom outside This is the dark side of life things used to be nice now they're cruel Walls comin down I was pinned to the ground [Chorus] War inside of me ripping my insides out My mind has folded in on me My heart has broken apart Ripped away from my family and finally I fell apart left in the dark [Verse 2] I hate the way he wasn't there Depression set in Your obsession of wanting me dead got in my head Then I drowned in all of my fears for years [Chorus] War inside of me ripping my insides out My mind has folded in on me My heart has broken apart Ripped away from my family and finally I fell apart left in the dark [Outro] I knew I couldn't live with myself