
The Maw
I dressed for the occasion. The occasion, sadly, was despair. I have communed with silence in the floorboards' grain, And heard the plaster beg me to remain Prone on the altar of a stained divan, Where light falls only when the night's undone. I have inventoried the air: stale rust, A trace of salt from long-forgotten lust, A draft that shoulders through the bolted lock. And I am just the vessel for the shock. So pour the leaden weight into the glass, And let the grinding minutes slowly pass. It greets the nerve and stills the panic's climb. The Maw is patient. It will take its time. But for this hour, a heavy-lidded calm, A warding gesture from a palsied palm. The stars contract, retracting every claim. No one remembers my particular shame. The mirror offers no reproach tonight. It simply shows a man who's lost the light Behind his eyes, replaced by something flat, A geography of ruin, and that is that. I traced the water damage on the wall, A slow collapse, the overture to fall. A rigor settles in the stagnant room. The air is thick with a preemptive tomb. So pour the leaden weight into the glass, And let the grinding minutes slowly pass. It greets the nerve and stills the panic's climb. The Maw is patient. It will take its time. But for this hour, a heavy-lidded calm, A warding gesture from a palsied palm. The stars contract, retracting every claim. No one remembers my particular shame. The wind has stopped its asking after names. It knows this house. It understands the game. So pour the leaden weight into the glass, And let the grinding minutes slowly pass. It greets the nerve and stills the panic's climb. The Maw is patient. It will take its time. So pour the leaden weight, let reason crack. The hours fall backward and won't answer back. It greets the nerve and stills the panic's climb. The Maw is patient. Still patient. Just patient... I think I'll let it take what's mine.


