
What Holds This Together 2
[INTRO] [INSTRUMENTAL: dark synth pad, soft filtered beat] [FEMALE VOCAL /high-pitched soft soprano, Dido style, intimate, single voice, light reverb] Too soon too loud too bright A room that knows me but won’t hold [VERSE 1 / LEAD VOCAL: low-pitched male spoken word, Maxi Jazz style, narration, not singing] I leave the house while it still thinks it sleeps Carry this weight like a second skin A skin you can never take off Streets full of people with reasons to be I fall in line and keep moving on I call it duty so I don’t ask why [CHORUS A / FEMALE VOCAL: high-pitched soft soprano, Dido style, intimate, single voice, light reverb] Heavy air cold hands Time that will not move I stand and stand And something is missing [VERSE 2 / LEAD VOCAL: low-pitched male spoken word, Maxi Jazz style, narration, not singing] You do not speak you only breathe I listen between the spaces of your breath Trying to find one honest thing I explain silence away with work And I explain work away with love But both ring hollow once it gets loud [CHORUS B / FEMALE VOCAL: high-pitched soft soprano, Dido style, intimate, single voice, light reverb] Tired eyes no edge Closeness without warmth I hold on without strength I am here and gone [VERSE 3 / LEAD VOCAL: low-pitched male spoken word, Maxi Jazz style, narration, not singing] They say a family is a place you can stay So I built us walls out of hours and pay Out of pay slips and small promises But places shift when no one lives there When we just use them and don’t arrive Maybe we’re not lost We just stand too still [BRIDGE / LAYERED] [FEMALE VOCAL: high-pitched soft soprano, Dido style, intimate, single voice, light reverb] Tight chest short breath [LEAD VOCAL: low-pitched male spoken word, Maxi Jazz style, narration, not singing] I hear alarms but I can’t see fire [FEMALE VOCAL high-pitched soft soprano, Dido style, intimate, single voice, light reverb] Night without sleep [LEAD VOCAL low-pitched male spoken word, Maxi Jazz style, narration, not singing] We live on backup and call it everyday life [BREAKDOWN / INSTRUMENTAL] [Beat stripped down, deep bass, echo fragments of female vocal] too much too close too empty [FINAL VERSE / Lead Vocal low-pitched male spoken word, Maxi Jazz style, narration, not singing, tired, closer] I wanted to be enough for everything for everyone Now I know “enough” is not a finish line It is a state you have to share And we, these days only share the weight [FINAL CHORUS / FEMALE VOCAL: high-pitched soft soprano, Dido style, intimate, single voice, light reverb. almost physical] Heavy legs no aim Silent inside I hold and hold And slowly I sink [OUTRO] [LEAD VOCAL: low-pitched male spoken word, Maxi Jazz style, narration, not singing, low and open] Maybe nothing holds it all together Maybe leaving is not enough [INSTRUMENTAL FADE: beat and bass slowly filter out, pads remain, long tail reverb] [End]

