[VERSE 1] I'm chasing that feeling and it ain't there Whole room full, still ain't nobody here Heart on low, but I still reach For anything quick that'll get me through the week Little high, then it's back to dirt Back to my head and the same old hurt Tell myself this the last one Then I'm right back at it by the next damn one Mirror in the bathroom don't look like me Eyes sunk in, jaw tight, skin gone weak Phone keep buzzing, I don't pick up Can't say "I'm good" when I know that's stuck Time keep moving, I ain't moved none Same dark loop, same excuse, same run Everybody say "just quit" Like that ain't the first thing I tell myself [HOOK] Can't keep chasing that hit Every time I do, I lose more shit Look in the mirror, I know that face And I don't wanna die like this Can't keep feeding that hole Give it my peace and it still want more One foot in, one foot out But I'm done going back like this [VERSE 2] Used to steal little moments just to feel alright Now I pay for that peace every single night Future right there, I still burn time Hands on the wheel, but I drift inside Love right there and I go half-deaf When the truth get close, I dodge that left People I need, I keep at arm's length Then hate myself when I feel that space I know that pull, I know that lie That "one more time" that'll eat your life I done gave too much to a dead-end run Got nothing back but a colder blood Clock on the wall keep doing its job I been standing still while the years walk off That hit me hard in a bad little way Like damn, how much more I'ma let this take? [BRIDGE] I can see the door I just gotta use it Ain't no big speech Ain't no magic to it One day clean Then another one That's how you leave What almost got you done [FINAL HOOK] Can't keep chasing that hit Every time I do, I lose more shit Look in the mirror, I know that face And I don't wanna die like this Can't keep feeding that hole Give it my peace and it still want more One foot in, one foot out But I'm done going back like this
