🔥Find DjStiG on Youtube!🔥 👍Like, comment & subscribe. I'll return the favor! ❤️🔥 ⚡https://youtube.com/@DjStiGMusic ⚡https://djstig.com/discord ⚡https://djstig.com/ ------------------------------------------------------------------------- [Intro - Whispered, Sparse Synth] I remember holding you. I don't remember knowing I should remember it. [Verse 1 - Low Rap, Building Guitar Chugs] I wasn't built for names that change beside the bed, For learning someone's dreams to watch them disappear instead. I wanted one familiar voice complaining 'bout the rain, One hand growing older in my own through every change. Your bad days had a chair beside my bad days at the table, Didn't need you shining, didn't need you always able. Give me all the ugly truths you struggle to admit, I wasn't passing through; I brought a life to build with it. I loved you through the miles, through a cold and empty screen, Through the ordinary hours with no photograph between. My eyes could find an empty room, my chest would disagree, You didn't have to stand in front of me to stay with me. [Pre-Chorus - Rising Melody] If I'd known that afternoon Was the last time holding you, I'd have let the whole world wait... Now there's nothing left to do. [Chorus - Soaring Melody, Guttural Responses] I was built for all of it! The shaking hands, the nights we'd barely live. You walked out, but the feeling never did. Tell me how to put down love like this! (ALL OF IT!) I could face the world with you, Couldn't make you want me too. Now I'm learning how to loosen up my grip... I was built for all of it. [Verse 2 - Aggressive Rap, Double-Time Drums] Keep the perfect little speech, I don't need it neatly said, Need you to understand the wreckage underneath my ribs. You fucked up somebody who would've gone to war for you, Now I fight the urge to ask if you still feel it too. Every notification makes a traitor of my hands, Reaching for a future that my head knows isn't planned. I can make myself stop calling, make myself delete the thread, Can't command a nervous system to forget where it was fed. Don't explain what sacrifice is like I haven't paid, I surrendered what I wanted every morning that I stayed Away from your doorstep, away from one more try, Let a thousand little maybes pass without a new reply. That's the part nobody sees when they say I'm doing well: I can keep your name unspoken; I still hear it in myself. [Pre-Chorus - Strained Clean Vocals] Maybe distance makes us notice What we couldn't see up close. But I can't spend every sunrise Asking if you miss me most. [Chorus - Soaring Melody, Guttural Responses] I was built for all of it! The shaking hands, the nights we'd barely live. You walked out, but the feeling never did. Tell me how to put down love like this! (ALL OF IT!) I could face the world with you, Couldn't make you want me too. Now I'm learning how to loosen up my grip... I was built for all of it. [Breakdown - Half-Time, Horrorcore Screams] I DIDN'T KNOW! (THAT WAS THE LAST EMBRACE!) I STILL REACH OUT! (AND TOUCH AN EMPTY SPACE!) No tighter hold could make you choose to stay. No better sentence takes that day away. I gave up what I couldn't bear to lose... I never thought survival looked like letting go of you! [Instrumental Solo] [Expressive Guitar and Synth Duel, Rising Strings] [Verse 3 - Intimate Rap, Gradual Build] Then someone asks a question and they wait until I'm done, And I catch myself still talking when I'd usually turn and run. Nothing like a lightning strike, no promise from above, Just an unprotected laugh I didn't have to cover up. Two months can reach a room that two years never found, Funny how a quiet voice can turn the volume down. I won't turn a little kindness into vows we haven't made, But I felt tomorrow open, and it didn't wear your face. Maybe one day you'll discover what the distance had to teach, Maybe we will carry different answers out of reach. I can miss you without making that the only thing I do, I can mean the love I gave and still begin with someone new. [Bridge - Clean Vocal, Choir Rising] I thought forever had your name, Thought losing you would make me change Into someone who gives nothing... But I still want to give something. [Final Chorus - Full Orchestra, Melodic Lead and Screams] I am built for all of it! The shaking hands, the hope I won't forbid. You walked out, but my heart is where I live. I won't spend my whole life punishing it! (ALL OF IT!) Someone's hard days next to mine, Something deeper built with time. I can love with everything and still exist... I am built for all of it! [Outro - Quiet, Almost Spoken] I wish I'd held you longer. I know that wouldn't make you stay. For once, I leave my phone behind... And step into the day. [Instrumental Outro] [Melancholic Guitar Resolves Over a Fading Synth Pulse]
