3. Monster I Feed (Puberty)

[Intro – school bell → gun cock → silence] [Verse 1] Mirror shows a stranger's face Rage is the only safe place Pills in my pocket, blade in my sock The voices never shut up [Verse 2] Friends are just future ghosts Love is a lie we overdose Lock myself in bathroom stalls Writing my name on the walls [Pre-Chorus] I am the cut, I am the scream [Chorus] I am the monster I feed every night Every scar is a battle I fight Look what you made, look what I became I fucking love this pain! [Verse 3] They say it gets better, they lie I just want to feel when I die Trigger or vein, same release Give me chaos, never peace [Bridge – clean vocals, almost crying] I'm sorry mom… I'm sorry I'm me [Breakdown → Solo – fastest double kick + glitch] [Final Chorus – full scream + gang] I AM THE MONSTER AND I'M NEVER FULL! /teenage rage /fastest breakdown at 2:50 /glitch vocals /screaming only last chorus