silly? perhaps. But i let go of frustration and this is the most important right now ============================================================================= ...and what was for those stressful days ....those sleepless nights my head grew tired overthinking what might happen... again...again....(and again) ...the anxiety blooming in my my brain... ....they could just call me... ....but... nobody told me... Stop... stop.... stop....! Stop wasting my time!!! I have my own clock of needs, of responsibilities....! Stop wasting my time!!! Stop... stop.... ....your apology means nothing to me... ...your "sorry"? you dont even mean... nobody told me... nobody told me... Stop... stop....! Stop wasting my time!!! I have my own clock of needs, of responsibilities....! Stop wasting my time!!! Stop... stop....! ....your apology means nothing to me... ...your "sorry"? you dont even mean... ....and now, the awakening....it begins again... with swirling thoughts staining my self.... my days.... my....everything.... my head grew tired overthinking what might happen... again...again....(and again) Stop... stop....stop Stop wasting my time!!! I have my own clock of needs, of responsibilities....! Stop wasting my time!!! Stop... stop....! ....your apology means nothing to me... ...your "sorry"? you dont even mean... ...the anxiety blooming in my my brain... nobody told me... Stop... stop....stop Stop wasting my time!!! I have my own clock of needs, of responsibilities....! Stop wasting my time!!! Stop... stop....! ....your apology means nothing to me... ...your "sorry"? you dont even mean... ....they could just call me... ....but... nobody told me...
