
STUCK BETWEEN WRONG & RIGHT
I’m getting good at saying goodbye Making it look like I never ask why I shut the door, I turn away Pretend I don’t feel a fucking thing Another name I won’t say again Another face I bury in my head I walk away like I’ve done no wrong But somehow the wound keeps growing on And I know, I know I keep doing this to myself I let them go, I let them go Then leave the damage for someone else I’M STUCK BETWEEN WRONG AND RIGHT! I KNOW I’M LOSING ANOTHER FIGHT! I LET YOU GO, BUT I KEEP THE PAIN AND PASS IT ON TO SOMEONE ELSE AGAIN! I KEEP RUNNING FROM WHAT I’VE DONE LEAVING PIECES FOR SOMEONE TO CARRY I CAN WALK AWAY FROM EVERYONE BUT I CAN’T ESCAPE WHAT’S INSIDE OF ME! I tell myself that I’m better alone That nobody gets close enough to know But every time somebody takes my hand I make them pay for what they never did I give them weight they never chose A thousand wounds that nobody knows And when they finally start to break I wonder why they couldn’t stay How many times? How many lives? How many people have to pay this price? I keep pretending that I’m moving on But I’m just passing the damage along I’M STUCK BETWEEN WRONG AND RIGHT! I KNOW I’M LOSING ANOTHER FIGHT! I LET YOU GO, BUT I KEEP THE PAIN AND PASS IT ON TO SOMEONE ELSE AGAIN! I KEEP RUNNING FROM WHAT I’VE DONE LEAVING PIECES FOR SOMEONE TO CARRY I CAN WALK AWAY FROM EVERYONE BUT I CAN’T ESCAPE WHAT’S INSIDE OF ME! Maybe I never let them go Maybe I just learned to disappear Maybe I leave before they see The things I don’t want them to hear And every time I start again I swear that this time I’ll be different But someone always ends up holding Everything I never wanted to carry I’M NOT HEALED! I’M JUST GOOD AT LEAVING! I’M NOT FREE! I’M JUST GOOD AT BLEEDING! WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS?! WHY DOES SOMEBODY ELSE HAVE TO FEEL IT?! I’M STUCK BETWEEN WRONG AND RIGHT! I’M TIRED OF LOSING ANOTHER FIGHT! I LET YOU GO, BUT I KEEP THE PAIN AND PASS IT ON TO SOMEONE ELSE AGAIN! I DON’T WANT TO HURT ANOTHER SOUL I DON’T WANT TO MAKE THEM CARRY ME I KEEP WALKING AWAY FROM EVERYONE BUT WHEN THE FUCK WILL I SET MYSELF FREE?

