SOMETHING LIVES INSIDE ME

There’s something in me I can feel it It doesn’t have a voice But it answers my thoughts I think I’m alone Then something shifts Not around me I try to stay calm Act like it’s nothing But it doesn’t fade It moves when I hesitate Like it’s waiting for space Every doubt I have It fills it Slow,Careful,Patient I feel it take small parts pieces by pieces Things I used to control Slip away Like I don’t decide anymore Is there something in me I feel it take control It looks through my eyes But I’m not alone I try to shut it down I try to hold my ground But every second I fight It pulls me further down (It doesn’t leave) My sleep feels unsafe My head won’t stay quiet Images don’t make sense But they feel real I don’t trust what I see Or what I think It’s all mixing together My hands don’t feel right My thoughts don’t feel clean I try to focus But it breaks through everything I’m slipping I know it There’s something in me I feel it take control It looks through my eyes But I’m not alone I try to shut it down I try to hold my ground But every second I fight It pulls me further down (get out) THIS ISN’T YOURS YOU DON’T BELONG HERE I WON’T LET YOU STAY I WON’T FADE AWAY THERE"S SOMETIHING IN ME (it’s getting stronger) There’s something in me I feel it take control It looks through my eyes But I’m not alone I try to shut it down I try to hold my ground But every second I fight It pulls me further down FURTHER THAN HELL