[intro] when you become a father you want to give your kids everything that you never had I want to give my kid a family even if just me and my wife happy together as a family [verse opening] when I was younger I came from a damaged home I'll be damn if I'll do that to my kids so please God help me and guide me for a better life together please Jesus take my and my wife hand and show us the light out of this tunnel so please God help me see the light that will guide us [hook] when you living in a damage home you sit in your room think to yourself what it will look like with a family that doesn't have Wounds and pain maybe I should be the change so I know how it feels [verse] If you can relate remember you have the next day to do better so don't give up you'll see the light again only if you keep on going I promise there a better future at the end of that tunnel Just keep on going because your story isn't done there will be better thing at the end you just got to believe that Jesus is there for you long the way so let us all close our eyes and remember what happened in the past is dead it won't hurt us anymore light the match and watch it burn away and watch it Fade away in history [hook] because we understand this pain that we live though because we didn't understand there was a better way to handle this fucking curse that was the cause all this fucking pain so why don't we go to our room and sit down on our bed and look up to the heaven and wonder what it look like what a happy family look like so we can understand together and finally understand what real happiness feel like because [chours] I am in my room Closing my eyes praying to God asking him can he please give me Wonderful life with a amazing wife and kids so I can feel something that isn't this emptiness because I know how it feel like being stuck in this pain and don't know how to heal please lord guide me out of this tunnel and give us something new [verse 2] I know it so damn scary to heal from this pain when all you did put up a wall trust me when I tell your pain isn't gone it's just wearing a different mask you need to let that inner kid finally get angry and Scream and Shout out loud against your pain you never heal so you destroy your family curse be the place where healing begins and start over in a new way [Hook] because we understand this pain that we live though because we didn't understand there was a better way to handle this fucking curse that was the cause all this fucking pain so why don't we go to our room and sit down on our bed and look up to the heaven and wonder what it look like what a happy family look like so we can understand together and finally understand what real happiness feel like [bridge] I think everyone deserv real happiness and not repeating our parents failure so our own kid won't make the same mistake because they learn our sin and repeat them because we need to do better and show them how to be happy when we was! [hook] because we understand this pain that we live though because we didn't understand there was a better way to handle this fucking curse that was the cause all this fucking pain so why don't we go to our room and sit down on our bed and look up to the heaven and wonder what it look like what a happy family look like so we can understand together and finally understand what real happiness feel like because [chours] I am in my room closing my eyes praying to God asking him can he please give me Wonderful life with a amazing wife and kids so I can feel something that isn't this emptiness because I know how it feel like being stuck in this pain and don't know how to heal please lord guide me out of this tunnel and give us something new [Outro hook] because we understand this pain that we live though because we didn't understand there was a better way to handle this fucking curse that was the cause all this fucking pain so why don't we go to our room and sit down on our bed and look up to the heaven and wonder what it look like what a happy family look like so we can understand together and finally understand what real happiness feel like because