Verse 1 I wake up tired before the day begins Fighting battles nobody else is in Smile on my face, storm under my skin Trying to hold together what feels paper-thin Every room feels like I'm standing outside Watching everyone else find a place to arrive And I keep asking myself what's wrong with me Why belonging comes so easily to everybody Pre-Chorus My mind won't stop, my heart won't rest Every thought turns into another mess Chorus I'm drowning in the noise inside my head Trying to swim through words I never said Feeling alone in a crowd full of friends Wondering where I fit in again And I don't want to leave I just want all this weight to disappear I don't want to fade away I just don't want to carry this pain Verse 2 I overthink every text, every look, every word Build entire worlds from things I've only heard Convince myself I'm too much, then not enough Somehow both at the same time is rough And I'm exhausted from pretending I'm okay When half of me just wants to run away Not from the people, not from the life I've made Just from the ache that never seems to change Pre-Chorus I'm tired of trying to explain What feels impossible to name Chorus I'm drowning in the noise inside my head Trying to swim through words I never said Feeling alone in a crowd full of friends Wondering where I fit in again And I don't want to leave I just want all this weight to disappear I don't want to fade away I just don't want to carry this pain Bridge Maybe I'm not broken Maybe I'm just worn thin From carrying tomorrow Before today can even begin Maybe I belong somewhere Even if I can't see it yet Maybe the darkness gets louder When the heart starts to forget Final Chorus I'm drowning in the noise inside my head But somehow I'm still here instead Still breathing through the heaviness Still fighting through the emptiness And maybe that's enough tonight Maybe surviving is alright If all I do is make it through Then that's what I'll hold onto Outro One more night One more breath One more sunrise I haven't seen yet
