
I'm Trying (Metal Trap Remix)
[Intro: Dark Industrial Synth & Heavy 808] [steel-string acoustic guitar enters with percussive palm mutes and low-register accents] [Cello Lead] [Main Theme] [strummed G major and C major chord variations] [percussive string slaps on beats 2 and 4] [syncopated bass note walk-downs] [Bridge Section] [shift to minor chords, Em and Am] [increased strumming intensity with rapid sixteenth-note flourishes] [Outro] [decelerating tempo] [final percussive slap followed by a sustained G major chord ring-out] [Verse] I'm trying to think of the thing that makes me the most excited And I'm not delighted to say that not much has been decided On what real enlightenment feels like As I said I'm trying I'd be lying if I looked you in the eyes and said that I'd find it But the way that time moves I can't see it happening tonight no not yet And if we fight we might find another reason to ignite this metaphorical fuse to a real stick of dynamite Taking flight over the land and distract the things at hand That prevent the ability to understand wrong from right As I said I'm trying I lay my head back as I can't help but cry and... The pounding in my head the loud ringing of tinnitus The moments I'm hiding from beams of bright light Screaming at the sky for silence Gritting my teeth as the grip tightens I would love some quiet I might try another method cause these arising questions This sound in my chest, I cover up my eyes and then I'm flying Just searching for some comfort and serenity that's supposed to bring some peace to my mind Sometimes I wish it would just happen because on the inside I'm so tired of dying I'm trying!!!! Interesting to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but honestly I'm intrigued to see what's behind It's no trouble cause the bubble busted a long time ago when I was under the rubble of mind bending trials I said I'm trying!!! [Guitar Lead] I'm praying that this fight doesn't go in vain cause some things are just so plain to see The insanity and the confusion in this world that attack the weakest of the weak When I speak sometimes I feel the loss of breath as the pressure begins to squeeze me And breathing seems a struggle so please forgive me if I wheeze Cause these reasons I bleed in the places you can't see Those reasons are for The I Am and me As i Said, I'm Trying!!!!! (Oh Almighty I Am..... I'm Trying) [Strong Cello Outro Instrumental]

