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Going Back Home ---- Tamicus

[Verse 1] I thought I was going back home My mind is heavy with old names But the streets feel like old photos Folded Faded Not quite the same My heart is torn in quiet ways Tiny rips against the grain I make jokes about the damage Act casual about the pain [Chorus] Like ghosts Shapeless and worn I drift through every morning Looking for that place called home Where is redemption If I just keep on pretending It’s fine Everything’s fine The sun will set no matter where I am So I just sigh and smile again [Verse 2] Friends keep asking where I’ve been Change the subject with a grin Say I’m busy Say I’m tired Leave the real story thin I talk in circles with each visit Call it habit Call it shame I keep laughing at the ache So casual about the pain [Chorus] Like ghosts Shapeless and worn I drift through every morning Looking for that place called home Where is redemption If I just keep on pretending It’s fine Everything’s fine The sun will set no matter where I am So I just sigh and smile again (bridge) I wonder if I’m invisible Because I just can’t find myself Does it matter where I stay If I can’t find my way? If I turn around too quick What would I see? Would I catch a glimpse Of the real me? (Verse 3) My mind is torn and tattered I thought this really mattered But there is no home When you’re lost to yourself I need to find the sunrise Inside my tired heart Only then will the healing start [Chorus] Like ghosts Shapeless and worn I drift through every morning Looking for that place called home Where is redemption If I just keep on pretending It’s fine Everything’s fine The sun will set no matter where I am So I just sigh and smile again