Trauma

(Intro)
Just this hum in my chest, a low terror that stays.
Letting go... a phrase that just echoes in empty ways.
This ain't for show, just the inside, the honest air I breathe.
(Verse 1)
Morning cracks in, another day I gotta weave through.
The past ain't a picture, it's a constant breaking through.
Trauma... a weight settled deep, a bone-weary drag.
Pushin' forward feels like fightin' through a never-ending snag.
Each breath a shallow pull, each step a hesitant slide.
Letting go... a concept my own damn mind can't abide.
'Cause the past ain't somethin' you shed, it's a part of your grain.
How do you excise a ghost that still whispers your name?
(Chorus)
Just the ache where life resides.
Tryna outrun the shattered, but it walks right beside.
Trauma's a sickness that festers beneath the skin.
Just this raw feelin', risin' again and again.
(Verse 2)
Relationships... start with a fragile hope, a hand reaching slow.
Then the walls go right back up, the patterns I already know.
This ain't about being difficult, it's the pieces that won't align.
Trust is a whisper you strain to hear, a delicate, broken sign.
Youth... a faded photograph, a self I can't quite recall.
Now every closeness feels like a setup for another fall.
Letting go of people... feels like severing ties to the almost-whole.
'Cause maybe the cracks in me run deeper than they'll ever console.
(Chorus)
Just the ache where life resides.
Tryna outrun the shattered, but it walks right beside.
Trauma's a sickness that festers beneath the skin.
Just this raw feelin', risin' again and again.
(Verse 3)
Got these pills they prescribed, little shields against the storm.
Tryna find some stillness, keep my fractured self warm.
Healin' from this trauma... feels like a distant shore.
Reachin' out with numb fingers, always wantin' more.
Suppressin' the demons... they claw and scratch from inside.
These ain't monsters I conjure, they're where the hurt does hide.
Swallowin' the medicine, hopin' it'll take hold.
Just wantin' a moment where my story isn't so cold.
(Chorus)
Just the ache where life resides.
Tryna outrun the shattered, but it walks right beside.
Trauma's a sickness that festers beneath the skin.
Just this raw feelin', risin' again and again.
(Bridge)
The fight ain't a brave stance, just a weariness that won't cease.
Wantin' a stillness, a moment of fragile peace.
This ain't a story of rising, just the struggle to remain.
Tryna keep the broken pieces from shattering once again.
(Verse 4)
Another dose swallowed, chasin' the edge of calm.
But the undercurrent's still there, a persistent alarm.
Tryna quiet the voices, the echoes in my head.
Wish I could just erase the things that were done and said.
These ain't a cure-all, just a way to make it through the day.
Prayin' for the moment when the darkness starts to fray.
Suppressin' the memories, pushin' them down deep inside.
Hopin' one day the real me won't have to constantly hide.
(Chorus)
Just the ache where life resides.
Tryna outrun the shattered, but it walks right beside.
Trauma's a sickness that festers beneath the skin.
Just this raw feelin', risin' again and again.
(Verse 5)
It's a cycle that spins, a record stuck on repeat.
Moments of quiet, then the memories I can't defeat.
Tryna build somethin' solid, but the ground keeps on shakin'.
This ain't a linear journey, more like my spirit breakin'.
The same fears resurface, the same old doubts ignite.
Just when I think I'm pullin' through, I'm plunged back into the night.
This ain't progress I'm makin', just learnin' how to withstand.
Trapped in this damn loop, reachin' for a helping hand.
(Outro)
Still here... still carryin' this load.
Where's the letting go... on this endless road?

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(Intro) Just this hum in my chest, a low terror that stays. Letting go... a phrase that just echoes in empty ways. This ain't for show, just the inside, the honest air I breathe. (Verse 1) Morning cracks in, another day I gotta weave through. The past ain't a picture, it's a constant breaking through. Trauma... a weight settled deep, a bone-weary drag. Pushin' forward feels like fightin' through a never-ending snag. Each breath a shallow pull, each step a hesitant slide. Letting go... a concept my own damn mind can't abide. 'Cause the past ain't somethin' you shed, it's a part of your grain. How do you excise a ghost that still whispers your name? (Chorus) Just the ache where life resides. Tryna outrun the shattered, but it walks right beside. Trauma's a sickness that festers beneath the skin. Just this raw feelin', risin' again and again. (Verse 2) Relationships... start with a fragile hope, a hand reaching slow. Then the walls go right back up, the patterns I already know. This ain't about being difficult, it's the pieces that won't align. Trust is a whisper you strain to hear, a delicate, broken sign. Youth... a faded photograph, a self I can't quite recall. Now every closeness feels like a setup for another fall. Letting go of people... feels like severing ties to the almost-whole. 'Cause maybe the cracks in me run deeper than they'll ever console. (Chorus) Just the ache where life resides. Tryna outrun the shattered, but it walks right beside. Trauma's a sickness that festers beneath the skin. Just this raw feelin', risin' again and again. (Verse 3) Got these pills they prescribed, little shields against the storm. Tryna find some stillness, keep my fractured self warm. Healin' from this trauma... feels like a distant shore. Reachin' out with numb fingers, always wantin' more. Suppressin' the demons... they claw and scratch from inside. These ain't monsters I conjure, they're where the hurt does hide. Swallowin' the medicine, hopin' it'll take hold. Just wantin' a moment where my story isn't so cold. (Chorus) Just the ache where life resides. Tryna outrun the shattered, but it walks right beside. Trauma's a sickness that festers beneath the skin. Just this raw feelin', risin' again and again. (Bridge) The fight ain't a brave stance, just a weariness that won't cease. Wantin' a stillness, a moment of fragile peace. This ain't a story of rising, just the struggle to remain. Tryna keep the broken pieces from shattering once again. (Verse 4) Another dose swallowed, chasin' the edge of calm. But the undercurrent's still there, a persistent alarm. Tryna quiet the voices, the echoes in my head. Wish I could just erase the things that were done and said. These ain't a cure-all, just a way to make it through the day. Prayin' for the moment when the darkness starts to fray. Suppressin' the memories, pushin' them down deep inside. Hopin' one day the real me won't have to constantly hide. (Chorus) Just the ache where life resides. Tryna outrun the shattered, but it walks right beside. Trauma's a sickness that festers beneath the skin. Just this raw feelin', risin' again and again. (Verse 5) It's a cycle that spins, a record stuck on repeat. Moments of quiet, then the memories I can't defeat. Tryna build somethin' solid, but the ground keeps on shakin'. This ain't a linear journey, more like my spirit breakin'. The same fears resurface, the same old doubts ignite. Just when I think I'm pullin' through, I'm plunged back into the night. This ain't progress I'm makin', just learnin' how to withstand. Trapped in this damn loop, reachin' for a helping hand. (Outro) Still here... still carryin' this load. Where's the letting go... on this endless road?

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