Intro I won't sugarcoat the pain, I can't pretend it's gone All of those highs I had, but they're never long Can't escape the grip of drugs, she won't take a break Just chasing the rush, it's a risk that we will take (Verse 1) I won't let the high lead my life astray! Can't find peace when I depend on the haze And please don't judge the paths I will stray But all the highs won't help me find another way (Pre-Chorus) I can't reveal the highs that mask my cries for help My thoughts won't stay on track, they spin like a lost elf When I can't share the rush, it's like a spell All of the highs, and I'm trapped in this hell (Chorus) In these highs I’m lost, but I’m still holding on Trying to feel alive before the moment’s gone All the rush I crave never mends my soul ‘Cause what I really need is a love that makes me whole (Verse 2) I'm trapped in a haze, my heart in a bind And I chase the high, leaving real life behind I won't shed a tear when I crave the fake bliss My thoughts won't be lost in a world like this (Chorus) In these highs I’m lost, but I’m still holding on Trying to feel alive before the moment’s gone All the rush I crave never mends my soul ‘Cause what I really need is a love that makes me whole (Outro) I wish I’d never tasted that devilish haze It stole every part of me in so many ways The illusions keep me from my truth There’s no way now to reclaim my youth
