[Verse 1] The room is quiet, but my head's a fucking mess, City's out there fucking like rabbits, I'm stuck like a used condom on the floor. Watching from the window like a creepy old pervert, Every voice sounds miles away, like porn on mute. I built these walls to keep me safe, what a saint I thought I was, Now they stink like stale sheets and lonely nights. The more I hide from everything, the more I fuck my own brain, Less of me left than cum on a tissue, [Chorus] Alone in the silence, Jerking off inside my mind, Turning the darkness into a fucking excuse to hide, Like a pussy scared of daylight. Alone in the silence, Watching life go by like expensive whores, passing a broke loser like me, When you stay too long up your own ass, Even the truth starts to lie like a drunk slut. [Verse 2] I stopped expecting anyone to fucking call, Stopped believing anyone would miss me, Every empty space became a sign, That I was better left behind like a dog tied to a dumpster. The world looks colder through these eyes, Like my ex's tits when she didn't want to give it up. Every road feels closed like her legs, damn. Sometimes loneliness doesn't disappear, that bitch, It just fucks with what you know. [Bridge] Maybe the walls were never a fucking prison, Maybe I just forgot where the goddamn door was, Maybe the voice I thought was broken, Was just waiting for me to stop whining like a little bitch and listen. [Verse 3] So I open the door tonight, Let a little filthy outside air into my moldy hole. I don't know where this road will lead, fuck it, But I don't want to disappear again like shit down the drain. There are still people I haven't fucked with - with words, And places I haven't seen, Maybe life was never waiting for me, Maybe I was the asshole waiting for myself, sitting and shitting on my own life. [Final Chorus] No more living in the silence, No more hiding in my rotten mind, I can stare the darkness in the face, Without letting it fuck me over. No more living in the silence, I can finally see the light, not just another fucked-up hallucination, When you pull your head out of your own ass, The world begins to come alive, I was never truly alone, I was just too far up inside my own asshole. [Outro] I was never truly alone... I was just too far inside, fuck.
