(Intro – distorted, low, whispered) (yeah…) (2 a.m. vibes…) (toxic love…) (I know I’m wrong but…) (Hook – stacked, desperate but bitter) Why won’t you hold me (hold me… yeah) Why won’t you kiss me (don’t feel nothing…) Why won’t you love, love, love me (you say you do…) Why won’t you hold me (I’m right here…) Why won’t you kiss me (your lips cold…) Why won’t you love, love, love me (yeah… yeah…) (Verse 1 – toxic flex, melodic trap) I know I’m not innocent, I got my sins too (sins…) But you playing games like I ain’t been true (been true…) I see you online showing love to strangers (why?) But when I need you most, you acting like danger (back up…) You say you love me but you love the chaos (chaos…) You want the pain, yeah you love how it feels (you do…) You want the drugs, the lies, the late nights (late nights…) But hate when my heart start catching real (too real…) (Pre-Hook – half-sung, half-rapped) I don’t trust you but I want you (want you…) That’s the craziest part (yeah…) I know loving you is poison (poison…) Still let you in my heart (why I do it?) (Hook – darker, more attitude) Why won’t you hold me (hold me tight…) Why won’t you kiss me (like you miss me…) Why won’t you love, love, love me (don’t pretend…) Why won’t you hold me (don’t pull back…) Why won’t you kiss me (say it again…) Why won’t you love, love, love me (yeah… yeah…) (Verse 2 – Future-coded, colder) You love a broken man with options (options…) But hate when I start moving toxic (toxic…) You want my heart but not my habits (nah…) Want the love without the baggage (can’t do that…) I know you talking to him, I can feel it (I feel it…) Still hit my phone when you lonely at night (every night…) You don’t wanna leave, you don’t wanna stay (pick a side…) You just wanna feel something till the feeling fade (yeah…) (Bridge – Weeknd-style float, haunting) If I disappear, would you notice then? (would you?) If I numb the pain, would it hurt you then? (hurt you?) I been drowning in designer sins (designer…) Just to forget the way you mess with my head (my head…) (Breakdown – beat drops, whispered) (hold me…) (or let me go…) (don’t play with my soul…) (Final Hook – emotional but toxic resolve) Why won’t you hold me (say you need me…) Why won’t you kiss me (don’t lie to me…) Why won’t you love, love, love me (not halfway…) Why won’t you hold me (I’m already numb…) Why won’t you kiss me (I’m fading out…) Why won’t you love, love, love me (yeah… yeah…) (Outro – cold acceptance, auto-tuned) Maybe love ain’t what you want (nah…) Maybe pain keep you warm (yeah…) If you can’t love me right (right…) Then don’t love me at all (don’t…) (echo fades…)
