me too and nothing came even at the highest high the void shining eternal and no one there but me solipsistic singularity but that "i" never lost the thread but that "I" could not be eradicated but that "I" held on for dear life cost me a lifetime its simple a totality of fuel magnesium white and burnt to the end whatever amalgam produced was never going to shift double crystallized and that is a harsh pill to swallow any lifetime me too and nothing came even at the highest high the void shining eternal and no one there but me solipsistic singularity but that "i" never lost the thread but that "I" could not be eradicated but that "I" held on for dear life cost me a lifetime its simple a totality of fuel magnesium white and burnt to the end whatever amalgam produced was never going to shift double crystallized and that is a harsh pill to swallow an lifetime