[Verse 1] When I’m sad, I go mute Chips in a paper bag Reruns on the couch Thumbs glued to the glass I don’t call nobody I let the room go cold Let the clock spin by Like a wheel with no road [Pre-Chorus] I know, I know I’m dodging my own face I know, I know I hide in a small place [Chorus] I eat, I watch, I scroll I lock the door to my soul I eat, I watch, I scroll Till the feeling loses hold I eat, I watch, I scroll (leave me alone) I eat, I watch, I scroll (leave me alone) [Verse 2] When I’m mad, I press down Jaw tight, eyes to the screen Read the same two lines Like they might change me When I’m scared, I disappear Under blankets and noise Skip the world outside Like it’s made of sharp toys [Pre-Chorus] I know, I know It’s just a shell I wear I know, I know But I’m still in there [Chorus] I eat, I watch, I scroll I lock the door to my soul I eat, I watch, I scroll Till the feeling loses hold I eat, I watch, I scroll (leave me alone) I eat, I watch, I scroll (leave me alone) [Bridge] One day I might say it Out loud, face to face That I’m not lazy I’m just trying to stay safe One day I might breathe And let the moment show But tonight I’m hiding Yeah, tonight I go slow [Chorus] I eat, I watch, I scroll I lock the door to my soul I eat, I watch, I scroll Till the feeling loses hold I eat, I watch, I scroll (leave me alone) I eat, I watch, I scroll (leave me alone)
