[start] [Intro - Eerie Ambient, Instrumental] [Guitar Riff] [Break] [Spoken, Reporter] WELCOME TO THE SELF PITY PARTY [Verse 1] I always hated myself Like I never accomplish anything Pulled down by everyone against a invisible wall A start of flame of hatred [Pre-chorus] And Beside me they smile And i still try to devour the grief that killing me Infected like everyone Me on a lone wolf way Nobody knows me And everything i do is unseen (record scratching) [Verse 2] My low self-esteem cage me in a prison with no sound and light Misunderstand never completely understand Only in a wrong way with the wrong person I never was an optimistic so they are saying that i am the defeatist Even with the proof of their wrong [Pre-chorus] Am I human? Or a Puppet in their Hands ? I can't do anything by myself I can't do anything on my own So let's start the party [Chorus] If someone can cure me myself and I Like I have always tried catching something without arms Dreams have disappear so far away from me How can I live like this? How can I speak like this? They Don’t See behind the curtain How can I be hated by them? Welcome to My Self pity party [Verse 3] Eyes gleaming abyss, I awaken with their scorn, Petrified and haunted, I'm tattered and torn, Bound by the chains of this torturous maze, In a world of betrayal, where trust decays. [Bridge] Am I human? Or a Puppet in their Hands ? I crying I dying Let all these things burn into a flame With blood my sweat and tears [Drum Solo] [Verse 4] And Beside me they smile I always try to devour the grief that killing me Me and my hated Picture on an unknown way Nobody knows me And my creations are still Unseen [Guitar Solo] [Pre-chorus] How can I live like this? How can I speak of this? Why I still forgotten by them? Why everything turn into sand IN MY HAND [Chorus] If someone can cure me myself and I Like I have always tried catching something without arms Dreams have disappear so far away from me How can I live like this? How can I speak like this? They Don’t See behind the curtain How can I be hated by them? Welcome to My Self pity party [guitar, outro] [outro] If someone can cure me myself and I Like I have always tried catching something without arms All my Dreams have disappear so far away How can I live like this? How can I speak of this? Why am i hated by them? So let my Self Pity Party Still Unseen [End] Why I still forgotten by them? Why everything turn into sand IN MY HAND [Chorus] If someone can cure me myself and I Like I have always tried catching something without arms Dreams have disappear so far away from me How can I live like this? How can I speak like this? They Don’t See behind the curtain How can I be hated by them? Welcome to My Self pity party [guitar, outro] [outro] If someone can cure me myself and I Like I have always tried catching something without arms All my Dreams have disappear so far away How can I live like this? How can I speak of this? Why am i hated by them? So let my Self Pity Party Still Unseen [End]
