I Only Wanted Your Pride [Weightless Melodic Ambient Dubstep Catharsis Ver.]

DreamPop, MelodicDubstep, EtherealElectronicBallad

[Intro]

[Verse 1]
I sit and an old film plays in my head,
where I just wanted to hear you look at me with understanding.
To be the one you'd smile at and say "this is my son",
instead, only cold silence remained in the room.
I know how many times I let you down and caused you pain,
I was torturing myself inside and giving up in silence.

[Pre-Chorus 1]
I wanted only one thing – for you to be proud of me,
for my image in your eyes not to be so distant.

[Chorus 1]
It hurt when you crushed me with your words,
when in that silence it cut straight to the heart.
I know you wanted the best for me that you had inside,
you just didn’t know how to tell me, and so it kept burning between us.
You never said "I love you", but I know it in my heart,
that in your own world you were afraid to show what you felt.

[Interlude]

[Verse 2]
That inner pressure that held me to the ground,
I thought the whole thing was falling solely on me.
Years later, the bitter truth in your voice dawns on me,
that you didn't know how to be any other way than behind your own mask.
You were afraid of weakness, so you hid behind anger,
and I was choking back that quiet child's cry inside me.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
I wanted only one thing – for you to be proud of me,
for my image in your eyes not to be so distant.

[Chorus 2]
It hurt when you crushed me with your words,
when in that silence it cut straight to the heart.
I know you wanted the best for me that you had inside,
you just didn’t know how to tell me, and so it kept burning between us.
You never said "I love you", but I know it in my heart,
that in your own world you were afraid to show what you felt.

[Bridge]
I forgive you... and I hope you'll forgive me too,
that we both in this world didn't know how to find the right steps.
I don't want to doubt what I have inside anymore,
even though you never taught me to say it out loud and on my own.

[Chorus 3]
It hurt when you crushed me with your words,
when in that silence it cut straight to the heart.
I know you wanted the best for me that you had inside,
you just didn’t know how to tell me, and so it kept burning between us.
You never said "I love you", but I know it in my heart...
...and finally I know that none of us is to blame for it.

[Outro]
I only wanted your pride.
Now I'm just looking for my own peace.

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[Style: (StudioRecording,IsolatedStems,DigitalPrecision,SilentBackground,PristineAcoustics,SurgicallyClean,IsolatedVocalTrack,MicroDetailArticulation,PristineVocalPresence,IntimateBreathDetail,TightLowEnd,ControlledSubBass,ClearKickPunch,DirectMicPresence,VocalForwardBalance,DarklyElegantSonicAura)]
[Instrument Persona: PD (LushGranularAmbientPad,ScoopedMidrange,InfiniteShimmerDecay)]
[Instrument Persona: DG (ShimmerReverbDreamPopGuitar,ChorusArpeggio,DottedDelay)]
[Instrument Persona: RB (DeepReeseSubBass,55HzFoundation,SidechainDucking)]
[Instrument Persona: SS (WideMelodicSupersawStack,SidechainPumping,LushVoicings)]
[Instrument Persona: HD (HalftimeMelodicDubstepDrums,PunchyKick,ReverbSnareOnThree)]

[Intro]
[Instruments: PD(WarmFadeIn),DG(FloatingArpeggio),RB(Mute),SS(Mute),HD(Mute)]

[Verse 1]
[Instruments: PD(ContinuousDrone),DG(SparsePlucks),HD(Mute)]
[Style: BreathyFemaleVocal,IntimateDreamPopDelivery]
I sit and an old film plays in my head,
where I just wanted to hear you look at me with understanding.
To be the one you'd smile at and say "this is my son",
instead, only cold silence remained in the room.
I know how many times I let you down and caused you pain,
I was torturing myself inside and giving up in silence.

[Pre-Chorus 1]
[Instruments: PD(Swell),RB(FilterGlide),HD(RisingSweep)]
I wanted only one thing – for you to be proud of me,
for my image in your eyes not to be so distant.

[Chorus 1]
[Instruments: PD(LushPad),DG(ShimmerWall),RB(DeepReeseBass),SS(SidechainChords),HD(HalftimeDubstepDrop)]
[Style: SoaringEtherealBelting,LayeredHarmonies]
It hurt when you crushed me with your words,
when in that silence it cut straight to the heart.
I know you wanted the best for me that you had inside,
you just didn’t know how to tell me, and so it kept burning between us.
You never said "I love you", but I know it in my heart,
that in your own world you were afraid to show what you felt.

[Interlude]
[Instruments: PD(Sustained),DG(ShimmerDelaySolo),RB(WarmSub)]

[Verse 2]
[Instruments: PD(DeepPad),DG(DelayedArpeggio),RB(SubPulse),HD(SoftGarageRimshots)]
[Style: IntimateReflectiveTone,SmoothLegato]
That inner pressure that held me to the ground,
I thought the whole thing was falling solely on me.
Years later, the bitter truth in your voice dawns on me,
that you didn't know how to be any other way than behind your own mask.
You were afraid of weakness, so you hid behind anger,
and I was choking back that quiet child's cry inside me.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
[Instruments: RB(RisingSub),SS(FilterSwell),HD(SnareRollBuild)]
I wanted only one thing – for you to be proud of me,
for my image in your eyes not to be so distant.

[Chorus 2]
[Instruments: PD(FullStereo),DG(TremoloLead),RB(FullReeseBass),SS(WideSupersawChords),HD(FullHalftimeDrop)]
[Style: PowerfulEtherealSopranoBelting,LushHarmonies]
It hurt when you crushed me with your words,
when in that silence it cut straight to the heart.
I know you wanted the best for me that you had inside,
you just didn’t know how to tell me, and so it kept burning between us.
You never said "I love you", but I know it in my heart,
that in your own world you were afraid to show what you felt.

[Bridge]
[Instruments: PD(ZeroGravityAmbientPad),DG(DelicateHarmonics),RB(Mute),SS(Mute),HD(Mute)]
[Style: WeightlessWhisperedIntimacy,FragileVoice]
I forgive you... and I hope you'll forgive me too,
that we both in this world didn't know how to find the right steps.
I don't want to doubt what I have inside anymore,
even though you never taught me to say it out loud and on my own.

[Chorus 3]
[Instruments: PD(VastPad),DG(ShimmerCascade),RB(DeepReeseSub),SS(EuphoricSupersawWaves),HD(HalftimeDubstepGroove)]
[Style: TranscendentalSoaringVocal,AngelicHarmonies]
It hurt when you crushed me with your words,
when in that silence it cut straight to the heart.
I know you wanted the best for me that you had inside,
you just didn’t know how to tell me, and so it kept burning between us.
You never said "I love you", but I know it in my heart...
...and finally I know that none of us is to blame for it.

[Outro]
[Instruments: PD(FadingShimmerTail),DG(SolitaryDelayedPlucks),RB(Mute),SS(Mute),HD(Mute)]
[Style: AiryWhisperedDecay,PeacefulResolution]
I only wanted your pride.
Now I'm just looking for my own peace.

[END]

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[Intro] [Verse 1] I sit and an old film plays in my head, where I just wanted to hear you look at me with understanding. To be the one you'd smile at and say "this is my son", instead, only cold silence remained in the room. I know how many times I let you down and caused you pain, I was torturing myself inside and giving up in silence. [Pre-Chorus 1] I wanted only one thing – for you to be proud of me, for my image in your eyes not to be so distant. [Chorus 1] It hurt when you crushed me with your words, when in that silence it cut straight to the heart. I know you wanted the best for me that you had inside, you just didn’t know how to tell me, and so it kept burning between us. You never said "I love you", but I know it in my heart, that in your own world you were afraid to show what you felt. [Interlude] [Verse 2] That inner pressure that held me to the ground, I thought the whole thing was falling solely on me. Years later, the bitter truth in your voice dawns on me, that you didn't know how to be any other way than behind your own mask. You were afraid of weakness, so you hid behind anger, and I was choking back that quiet child's cry inside me. [Pre-Chorus 2] I wanted only one thing – for you to be proud of me, for my image in your eyes not to be so distant. [Chorus 2] It hurt when you crushed me with your words, when in that silence it cut straight to the heart. I know you wanted the best for me that you had inside, you just didn’t know how to tell me, and so it kept burning between us. You never said "I love you", but I know it in my heart, that in your own world you were afraid to show what you felt. [Bridge] I forgive you... and I hope you'll forgive me too, that we both in this world didn't know how to find the right steps. I don't want to doubt what I have inside anymore, even though you never taught me to say it out loud and on my own. [Chorus 3] It hurt when you crushed me with your words, when in that silence it cut straight to the heart. I know you wanted the best for me that you had inside, you just didn’t know how to tell me, and so it kept burning between us. You never said "I love you", but I know it in my heart... ...and finally I know that none of us is to blame for it. [Outro] I only wanted your pride. Now I'm just looking for my own peace. ---------------------- [Style: (StudioRecording,IsolatedStems,DigitalPrecision,SilentBackground,PristineAcoustics,SurgicallyClean,IsolatedVocalTrack,MicroDetailArticulation,PristineVocalPresence,IntimateBreathDetail,TightLowEnd,ControlledSubBass,ClearKickPunch,DirectMicPresence,VocalForwardBalance,DarklyElegantSonicAura)] [Instrument Persona: PD (LushGranularAmbientPad,ScoopedMidrange,InfiniteShimmerDecay)] [Instrument Persona: DG (ShimmerReverbDreamPopGuitar,ChorusArpeggio,DottedDelay)] [Instrument Persona: RB (DeepReeseSubBass,55HzFoundation,SidechainDucking)] [Instrument Persona: SS (WideMelodicSupersawStack,SidechainPumping,LushVoicings)] [Instrument Persona: HD (HalftimeMelodicDubstepDrums,PunchyKick,ReverbSnareOnThree)] [Intro] [Instruments: PD(WarmFadeIn),DG(FloatingArpeggio),RB(Mute),SS(Mute),HD(Mute)] [Verse 1] [Instruments: PD(ContinuousDrone),DG(SparsePlucks),HD(Mute)] [Style: BreathyFemaleVocal,IntimateDreamPopDelivery] I sit and an old film plays in my head, where I just wanted to hear you look at me with understanding. To be the one you'd smile at and say "this is my son", instead, only cold silence remained in the room. I know how many times I let you down and caused you pain, I was torturing myself inside and giving up in silence. [Pre-Chorus 1] [Instruments: PD(Swell),RB(FilterGlide),HD(RisingSweep)] I wanted only one thing – for you to be proud of me, for my image in your eyes not to be so distant. [Chorus 1] [Instruments: PD(LushPad),DG(ShimmerWall),RB(DeepReeseBass),SS(SidechainChords),HD(HalftimeDubstepDrop)] [Style: SoaringEtherealBelting,LayeredHarmonies] It hurt when you crushed me with your words, when in that silence it cut straight to the heart. I know you wanted the best for me that you had inside, you just didn’t know how to tell me, and so it kept burning between us. You never said "I love you", but I know it in my heart, that in your own world you were afraid to show what you felt. [Interlude] [Instruments: PD(Sustained),DG(ShimmerDelaySolo),RB(WarmSub)] [Verse 2] [Instruments: PD(DeepPad),DG(DelayedArpeggio),RB(SubPulse),HD(SoftGarageRimshots)] [Style: IntimateReflectiveTone,SmoothLegato] That inner pressure that held me to the ground, I thought the whole thing was falling solely on me. Years later, the bitter truth in your voice dawns on me, that you didn't know how to be any other way than behind your own mask. You were afraid of weakness, so you hid behind anger, and I was choking back that quiet child's cry inside me. [Pre-Chorus 2] [Instruments: RB(RisingSub),SS(FilterSwell),HD(SnareRollBuild)] I wanted only one thing – for you to be proud of me, for my image in your eyes not to be so distant. [Chorus 2] [Instruments: PD(FullStereo),DG(TremoloLead),RB(FullReeseBass),SS(WideSupersawChords),HD(FullHalftimeDrop)] [Style: PowerfulEtherealSopranoBelting,LushHarmonies] It hurt when you crushed me with your words, when in that silence it cut straight to the heart. I know you wanted the best for me that you had inside, you just didn’t know how to tell me, and so it kept burning between us. You never said "I love you", but I know it in my heart, that in your own world you were afraid to show what you felt. [Bridge] [Instruments: PD(ZeroGravityAmbientPad),DG(DelicateHarmonics),RB(Mute),SS(Mute),HD(Mute)] [Style: WeightlessWhisperedIntimacy,FragileVoice] I forgive you... and I hope you'll forgive me too, that we both in this world didn't know how to find the right steps. I don't want to doubt what I have inside anymore, even though you never taught me to say it out loud and on my own. [Chorus 3] [Instruments: PD(VastPad),DG(ShimmerCascade),RB(DeepReeseSub),SS(EuphoricSupersawWaves),HD(HalftimeDubstepGroove)] [Style: TranscendentalSoaringVocal,AngelicHarmonies] It hurt when you crushed me with your words, when in that silence it cut straight to the heart. I know you wanted the best for me that you had inside, you just didn’t know how to tell me, and so it kept burning between us. You never said "I love you", but I know it in my heart... ...and finally I know that none of us is to blame for it. [Outro] [Instruments: PD(FadingShimmerTail),DG(SolitaryDelayedPlucks),RB(Mute),SS(Mute),HD(Mute)] [Style: AiryWhisperedDecay,PeacefulResolution] I only wanted your pride. Now I'm just looking for my own peace. [END]

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