And if I did it with someone I should not have In the place I should not have gone to at all Dreaming of my real love, letting future slip Strong will was blindfolded there, my mind was small Arms around us, kissing, bodies close in fire Images passing , my skin still remembers Deep breath, I went too far, further than before Someone’s hand on my chest, pulling me under And I wanted love, I found the fear, I heard my heartbeat drawing near. Desire and touch become a prayer, Someone always will be judging me Already I forgot the one who waited for me Into wild motion, no limits, just desire Darkness and lust led me into the crowd Soul wants more, and body still hungers for fire And I did it, now regret comes back to wake me I feel ashamed, afraid of what I am Dreaming how to let it go, how to release it Strong inside, but what if I still carry it? And I wanted love, I found the fear, I heard my heartbeat drawing near. Desire and touch become a prayer, Someone always will be judging me Angelic night, no words can save me now If I fall, let silence hold me still Dirty shadows know my name somehow Survival is a way to heal Always wanted love, I found the fire, I touched the dark and paid the cost, Desire was stronger A wound of need, Slipped, heart unguarded, nearly lost. And let the night turn soft and wide now, If love still waits on the other side, Dream-walking toward it, scarred but alive. Slowly letting grace come back inside. desire.... shame ...love... pride.
