I don’t know where the truth is anymore Every face feels like a closing door Voices in my head keep pulling me apart Can’t tell if it’s fear or a broken heart Are you gone or still somewhere? Why can’t I feel you in the air? Was it fate that dragged me down this road Or was I pushed to lose control? [Pre-Chorus] Every time I let somebody in Something in me breaks again [Hook] Everything I love turns into ghosts Every hand I touch lets go Maybe I was born to lose what I need Or maybe somethings broken inside of me [Chorus] If I trust you now Will you disappear too? Will I wake up talking To your memory too? If I give you every part of me I hide Could you pull me from the wreckage left inside? ‘Cause everything I love eventually goes And I hate how much I want you close Maybe there’s a darkness that runs through my veins That turns everything I love into graves [Verse 2] I replay every word inside my head Like a movie scene that never ends I was searching for somewhere to belong But every road I took just led me wrong I don’t know who I’m supposed to be I gave away too much of me Now these empty rooms all feel the same Only silence calls me by name These empty walls became a prison And the voices in my head became the warden [Pre-Chorus] Every time I try to feel alive Something beautiful is forced to die [Hook] Everything I love turns into ghosts Every hand I touch lets go Maybe I was born to lose what I need Or maybe somethings broken inside of me [Chorus] If I trust you now Will you disappear too? Leave me talking to shadows in my room If I showed you every part I tried to hide Could you paint these dead eyes back to life? Or would you vanish like the others do And leave me haunted by you too? [Bridge – stripped down] Maybe I should stay alone Maybe love was never meant to hold Maybe I cared too much For a world this cold Now the walls around me barely let me breathe And I can’t tell if they’re protecting me Or just waiting to bury me [Final Chorus] If I try again Will you end the same way? Will you fall And become another tally on the wall If I give you a part of me Would we both still need to bleed? Or could you love me without leaving? ‘Cause everything I love eventually goes And I’m so tired of learning to let go [Outro] Maybe love was never meant to live here Maybe my hands were only made To reach for people who can’t stay And if one day I’m hard to recognize Just know I got tired Of outliving everything I love
