I've rejected affection It's kind of weird He tells me I'm pretty Don't know how to respond I tell him that he's pretty too Can I say that? Don't have a clue With every passing moment I surprise myself I'm scared of flies I'm scared of guys Someone please help 'Cause I think I've fallen In love this time I blinked and suddenly, I had a valentine (Valentine) What if he's the last one I kiss? What if he's the only one I'll ever miss? Maybe I should run, I'm only 21 I don't even know who I want to become I've lost all control of my heartbeat now Got caught in a romance with him somehow I still feel a shock through every bone When I hear an "I love you" 'Cause now I've got someone to lose The first one to ever like me back I'm seconds away from a heart attack How the hell did I fall in love this time? And honestly, I can't believe I get to call you mine I blinked and suddenly, I had a valentine (Valentine) I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop, Like happiness has got an expiry clock. You hold my hand like it's the easiest thing, While I'm overthinking everything. You laugh and all my worries fade, Then somehow they come back again. I'm learning love's not something earned— It's something you just let begin Someone pinch me, This feels too perfect. I'm terrified i blinked and suddenly i had a valentine (Valentine) Maybe forever isn't so far away, Maybe "someday" starts with us today. I'm still scared to fall, but you're worth the dive, For the first time, I don't mind the ride. Now I catch myself smiling in the glass, Thinking maybe this feeling's built to last. You know every version that I've been, Even all the ones I tried to hide within. I don't need all the answers anymore, Just your jacket hanging by the door. If this is what they mean by home, I don't mind never being alone. Hold me closer, Before my mind starts racing. I still get scared, i blinked and suddenly i had a valentine (Valentine)
