Thank you IDALTA for joining me on this track. I had a really powerful experience that I wanted to put in a song and it actually happened in the period where I was working on my submission to his #mythical challenge so I am honored that he agreed to contribute. This one wasn't easy to finish off, even with all I learned w/ the SwedishPish collab. --- [Bogey:] wasn't looking for it wasn't reaching up that day just living normal life nothing special in my way then something hit me like a wave I couldn't see or name presence so intense my legs gave out I dropped down in the flame literally brought me to my knees couldn't stand up straight אתערותא דלעילא couldn't bear the weight awakening from above hebrew for the grace when heaven breaks the silence touches your face not because you earned it not because you're special or apart divine initiative heaven touching any open heart called it itaruta d'l'eila to separate the type from efforts down below where humans strive and gripe this wasn't meditation wasn't prayer or fast this was receiving blessing being grasped and held at last not gradual not subtle not something you controlled sometimes heaven just unfolds אתערותא דלעילא! HEAVEN HERE! אתערותא דלעילא! DRAWING NEAR! NOT MY CHOICE! HEAR THE VOICE! NOT MY CHOICE! HEAR THE VOICE! could be making music could be by the pool could be driving home from work or sitting on a stool could be any moment when heaven decides it's time to break through ordinary with something so sublime not just gentle whispers not a subtle sign full force divine presence saying "You are mine" knees hit the ground hard couldn't keep your feet overwhelmed by holiness by something so complete some people spend their whole lives seeking this one touch practice for decades dedicate so much but mystics teach us: grace can't be controlled sometimes heaven just unfolds drops you and takes hold not because you're special not because you're set apart not because you're worthy but heaven blessed your heart divine initiative itaruta d'l'eila here breaking through your ordinary with holy fear אתערותא דלעילא! HEAVEN HERE! אתערותא דלעילא! DRAWING NEAR! NOT MY CHOICE! HEAR THE VOICE! NOT MY CHOICE! HEAR THE VOICE! [IDALTA:] I to the A here has a whole other meaning You know when you know when Heaven's intervening In the moment you feel as if you're floating almost like you're dreaming The spiritual world reaches you with even more truth it's revealing It doesn't even matter if you're believing It can happen in the morning it can happen in the evening Itaruta d'l'eila doesn't wait for anybody to receive it It simply comes to you if you're ready or not and it's oh so freeing! There I was simply thinking with my head down, eyes closed Thinking of the spiritual realm and all of a sudden I felt out of my zone My eyes opened wide “Is that what it's like when I'll die?” I won't lie though I've been there once or twice the light in sight I cut it quite close Sometimes I wish it would happen again That I could catch a glimpse even if for a second Only God knows when it's time for ascension It's okay I'm content but I have so many questions But the answer will just have to wait The time right now is just another day I thank God for his forgiveness, that I can live to say [Both:] One day I'll enter those Heavenly gates [Bogey:] wasn't seeking heaven heaven blessed me out could be any moment that's what it's about grace can't be earned only blesses down אתערותא דלעילא holy blessing crown happened once with 'Ophanim' once more another day all I know is gratitude when heaven says: "I'll stay" on your knees in wonder heaven tears the veil אתערותא דלעילא sacred blessing tale (heaven breaks through) (blesses you down) (אתערותא דלעילא) (holy ground)
