[Verse 1] Nothing broke loudly It just stopped being clear The room kept turning blue And I kept disappearing near I used to have a yes inside me Sharp enough to trust Now every answer comes in quiet Every instinct turns to dust The signs still burn around me But they don’t point anymore I stand beneath the old light Like I’ve forgotten what it’s for [Pre-Chorus] I can’t tell if I’m calmer Or just further away If I’m finally getting softer Or learning how to fade [Chorus] All my edges lost their glow I don’t know what I know Every feeling comes in quiet Every answer comes in slow All my edges lost their glow The blue won’t tell the truth I keep reaching for myself Like a word I almost knew [Verse 2] The neon used to name me Now it only makes weather Pink fog in the window Like a promise getting better I miss the ache sometimes At least it had a shape At least it knew the doorway At least it knew my name Now my wanting moves softer But it still moves underneath Like a train behind the static Like a ghost behind my teeth [Pre-Chorus] I can’t tell if I’m healing Or just too tired to bleed If the silence means I’m safer Or there’s less of me to need [Chorus] All my edges lost their glow I don’t know what I know Every feeling comes in quiet Every answer comes in slow All my edges lost their glow The blue won’t tell the truth I keep reaching for myself Like a word I almost knew [Bridge] Somewhere I had a hunger Bright enough to follow home Somewhere I had a border Somewhere I was known Maybe I wanted too loudly Maybe I loved too close Maybe I made a lighthouse Out of what was only glow Now the light is still around me But it doesn’t make me brave It just softens every corner Till I can’t tell what to save [Final Chorus] All my edges lost their glow I don’t know what I know Every feeling comes in quiet Every answer comes in slow All my edges lost their glow The blue won’t tell the truth I keep reaching for myself Like a word I almost knew All my edges lost their glow And I don’t know where to start I keep looking for the old ache Like it might still know my heart [Outro] Nothing broke loudly It just stopped being clear The room kept turning blue And I kept disappearing near
