who am I talking to

Who am I talking to and just what do you hear can you hear what I’m thinking are my thoughts loud and clear are you my conscience is my mind your host or are you my spirit my god or my ghost and what do you think when you hear what I say and why don’t you answer show me the way guide my heart from this fear and confusion help me find peace in this world of illusions Where nothing seems real all is sorrow and pain nothing to hope for am I going insane the questions are there if you read between the lines So are the answers please give me a sign Show me compassion teach me to trust where is the forgiveness without them I can’t love Am I alone Is this world really mine Caught in a nightmare or just doing time No way to break out no way to break free why was I put here beyond misery and what is to happen why isn’t it clear what is the reason for keeping me here chained in the darkness chains made of fear guilt and confusions all I see in the mirror