BLACK SHEEP

[Intro] (Dark, minor-key acoustic guitar loop) (Echoing snap and distant police sirens) (Spoken) They say I'm the problem... Maybe they're right. [Chorus] [Heavy Brooklyn Drill 808s] [Sliding Bass] I’m the black sheep — too sick to save Half cocaine heartbeat, half dug grave No filter, no leash, no fuckin’ shame I say what I want — let it burn my name (Whoop! Whoop!) You can judge me, hate me, bury my soul But your words don’t mean shit when your heart that cold I was born in chaos, baptized in flames Black sheep forever — remember the pain [Verse 1] [Fast Drill Flow] [Staccato Delivery] I’m outside chain-smokin’ while the rain pour down Like the sky itself tryna make me drown Got ash on my hoodie, pills in my jeans And enough bad memories to kill human beings (Grrrrt!) Mama cried tears while I lied through my teeth Said I was sober with the devil underneath Daddy looked away every time that I spoke Like disappointment tastes worse than smoke [Verse 2] [Aggressive] I got scars on my knuckles from fightin’ myself And a medicine cabinet straight from hell Every relapse feel like Russian roulette Another close call I ain’t survived yet! (Wait—hold up) People love preachin’ from comfortable lives Never fought demons at three in the night Never woke up drenched in sweat and fear Hearing ghosts whisper inside your ear! [Bridge] [Atmospheric] [Beat Drops Out] I don’t belong with the clean-cut souls I’m the nightmare nobody controls... (808s come back in heavy) Built from trauma, pills, rage, and grief A pissed-off wolf disguised as a black sheep! [Breakdown] [Distorted] [Drill Stabs] I BEEN THE OUTSIDER! THE FUCK-UP! THE ADDICT! (Look!) BUT NONE OF Y’ALL FELT THIS PAIN! NONE OF Y’ALL HEARD THESE SCREAMS! [Outro] [Slowed and Reverb] Black sheep forever... Carved in my veins... (808 slide fades into rain) [End]