I watch the words before they leave my mouth Wonder if I said too much again I read your face, I read between the lines And somehow make it all about me I try to laugh a little less Try not to take up too much space I keep adjusting all the little things Just to make myself easier to take I've been turning myself down For so long I can't remember What I sound like When I'm not afraid Too much, too much That's what they say Too loud, too deep Too much to take Too much, too much So I learned to fade Made myself smaller Just to make them stay Too much, too much That's what they made me believe Maybe I'm not too much Maybe I'm just me Too much Too much Am I too much? Too much Too much Or just enough? I type a message, then I read it twice Delete a sentence, make it sound less intense I wanna tell you that I miss you Then I wonder if that's too much to confess I say I'm fine when I'm not okay 'Cause explaining feels like asking too much I keep my feelings somewhere out of sight Like loving me should come with a warning label I've been turning myself down For so long I forgot I'm allowed to take up space I'm allowed to be a lot Too much, too much That's what they say Too loud, too deep Too much to take Too much, too much So I learned to fade Made myself smaller Just to make them stay Too much, too much That's what they made me believe Maybe I'm not too much Maybe I'm just me Too much Too much Am I too much? Too much Too much Or just enough? I don't always know when I've crossed the line So I keep looking for a sign I apologize before I even know What I'm sorry for this time I hold my breath, I wait for your reply Read your silence like a warning sign Maybe I've spent too many years Trying to be someone easier to like What if I stop checking Every word I say? What if I stop shrinking Just to make you stay? What if I stop wondering If I'm hard to love? What if I'm not too much? Maybe I'm just me. Too much, too much That's what they say Too loud, too deep Too much to take Too much, too much But I won't fade away I don't need to be smaller Just to make you stay Too much, too much That's what they made me believe Maybe I'm not too much Maybe I'm just me Too much Too much Not too much Not too much I'm enough.
