Oiwa-girl distortional break heart (JQM anger bomb mix)

[Intro] ⸻ [Bridge 1] I am Oiwa girl Counting shattered plates Counting every fragment Of resentment left behind One piece Two pieces Three, four, five And every broken memory Brings another cursed face Back into my mind ⸻ [Verse 1] Any man who asks for money The moment that we meet Is usually a fool But lending it makes me The greater fool I just don’t want to be hated I wanted to be beautiful You hold me close at night Then talk about some other girl Pillow talk that sounds like The morning of the end of the world ⸻ [Verse 2] Men who brag about their size Are usually ridiculous So why does curiosity Still drag me closer? Open up the zipper Maybe modern paradise is waiting there “Every girl who tastes me loses all her bones…” God I wanna split that swollen head in two ⸻ [Hook 1] I wanna go home But there is no home Back to the girl I used to be I wanted happiness More than anyone But all that finds me Are beautiful idiots ⸻ [Interlude] [digital distortion, whispered counting] ⸻ [Verse 3] Talking down from their little towers Explaining life like prophets Using complicated words To hide how scared they are All that endless talking To disguise the trembling underneath Bring me thread and needle I’ll stitch that mouth From side to side ⸻ [Verse 4] Putting yourself upon a shelf And calling it ambition That’s just narcissism Wearing confidence as camouflage Too high above the ground To feel another human breaking If stupidity survives death Then maybe death should try harder Go on If you can’t die Then I’ll do it for you ⸻ [Hook 2] Ah I wanna go home But there is no home Back to the pale and innocent me On lonely nights My pillow drowns And I return To that cold room Where nobody waits ⸻ [Bridge 2] I am Oiwa girl Still counting plates One Two Three Four Five Six Seven Eight Nine Ten A hundred still won’t be enough If foolish girls should disappear Then maybe… Maybe I should too ⸻ [Final Chorus] Distortion breaking through my heart Distortion tearing through my skin Every shattered plate becomes A mirror And every mirror Shows your face And mine ⸻ [Outro] [glitch collapse, whispered] Count again… Count again…