[Verse] Trapped in a tiny space crawling and can't find a way out I'm claustrophobic I feel like someone is watching me but all I see is shadows (mmm) I hear voices at night I barely hear birds chirping I'm alone I'm trapped I'm scared my mind is playing tricks on me (mmm) i'm going crazy and purposely told to get professional help [Explosive drop] [Heavy synth bass] I'm having one of my episode's I beg of mercy help me clean my mind it ain't my fault at all I'm tired of shaking every night and forced too beg for what I want I'm terrified but it's just a episode (episode) [Cinematic buildup] [Rising synth] pulling on my hair rocking back and forth getting starved daily got new scars daily getting abused painfully but it's all just an act (mmm) Just an act [Explosive drop] [Heavy synth bass] I'm having one of my episode's I beg of mercy help me clean my mind it ain't my fault at all I'm tired of shaking every night and forced too beg for what I want I'm terrified but it's just a episode (episode) [Cinematic buildup] [Rising synth] my parents disowned me and consistently in danger I'm petrified and I'm pale my throat dry all the time wearing these ripped clothes my nails chipped off [Explosive drop] [Heavy synth bass] I'm having one of my episode's I beg of mercy help me clean my mind it ain't my fault at all I'm tired of shaking every night and forced too beg for what I want I'm terrified but it's just a episode (episode) running my way to freedom my breathing pattern is shallow no where too be seen I'm right into the woods lost lonely and starved I've done what I was told why me (why me) [Cinematic buildup] [Rising synth] being laughed at for my pain slapped and punched around nails into my ankle chainsaw next too me I'm on my knees begging please spear me (mm) [Explosive drop] [Heavy synth bass] I'm having one of my episode's I beg of mercy help me clean my mind it ain't my fault at all I'm tired of shaking every night and forced too beg for what I want I'm terrified but it's just a episode (episode) [Cinematic buildup] [Rising synth] I'm losing track passed out on the floor my concussion getting worse always getting pushed around I need to be there I need too I need too I need too be (There) [Explosive drop] [Heavy synth bass] (ohh) I'm having one of my episode's I beg of mercy help me clean my mind it ain't my fault (nooo) at all I'm tired of shaking every night and forced too (mmm) beg for what I want I'm terrified but it's just a episode (episode) it's just a episode
