Left the hallway light on I might be coming home late again There's a thousand I still we I understand You you can finally understand I can see your prayers at night through the walls of our apartment And I I swear I'm doing everything I can Streets keep taking people that I promise I protect Carryin' their names like a weight across my chest If I ever see the day when we can finally leave We'll be looking back to see what this place made of me you know you know you know how you live in the world or whatever where you go you see people smile and your head you feel like dance don't want no hold on but you got to keep it pushing cuz you don't want to know who else be looking father ain't answering me your calls you be praying day in the day or he leave you on red I don't know what else I supposed to do he ain't hearing what's being said I'm leaving here down here begging please Lord father why why why me it's not going to be like this very eternity when I die when I go am I going up some more am I going to suffer forever ever my life and never been a problem I've been fighting demons and Devils my whole life and I can't get it right Lord I need your help Lord I need your life Lord help guide me help me get my mind right it's hard to maintain when you go through so much pain it's brain pain Nash and God can barely keep on coping yeah so I get to do praying and helping just to cope with the pain St Paul's shit what that mean New King James Version what that mean all I know is Psalms I say you're a bunch of prayers with open arms and hope that he'll come to save me like Lord I know you see me down here right and what they say that what they say is it true is it not why you tell me why does it feel like you just got even to check in on me like once I was born you set me free turning back on me and walked away wait don't tell me that life is that fucked up don't tell me that reality that we live in really stuck bad luck I never had much coming up seeing a lot of things I could wish I could change from the strange when I became older I start doing the same thing generational curses or something that's out of your control for sure I'm trying to make better for my children but I know the truth when they get older they probably hate me too they don't know until they old enough then they're lucky to get old enuff maybe then they look back n see we had no money from the bottom of the bottom problem after fucking problem start to understand it's hard to it's hard to make my way it's hard to even pray anymore I wanna leave the hallway light on I might be coming home late again There's a thousand I still we I understand You you can finally understand I can see your prayers at night through the walls of our apartment And I I swear I'm doing everything I can Streets keep taking people that I promise I protect Carryin' their names like a weight across my chest If I ever see the day when we can finally leave We'll be looking back to see what this place made of me like like 40 years fighting tears I'll be smoking cuz I know you ain't just watching over me cuz I told to me they just watching over me that's what's been told to me but I thank me is that ain't nobody to the principality cashing me they harassing the G because I just won't be them trying to put me I'm not a robot no I ain't on that fucking tree pull it up bucket shoot it like fuck it bitch I'm not going to let you just come and take it my nuts is my nuts I'm going to let him swing I ain't going to tuck it fuck it mother fuck it better go on a deeper I hope you're ready to start peeping 6 feet deep six deep not creeping one deep big old Chopper and if when these bullies come out they get the spinning flipping whatever it hit in the splitting like a shark done bitching get with you get your issue so if it's tissue what you trying to do I'm tired of dealing with you when you and definitely need you to do anything no love left in my heart and get cold around February keep it moving what you doing lost some good people cancer ruin life so does the devil keeps a circle in there I'm a vulture keep moving a lot more catch you slipping one way over another I ain't gripping I'm a sniper I'm going to shoot you from a distance I ain't got to deal with you talk it back no I ain't got to do that I keep a pocket rocket in my pocket got to pull it then I pop it I ain't got it cock it like this up it pop it pop it pop pop make it happen I ain't wrapping keep on tapping you going to find out what I was going to happen if I pull up on you you were going to put your ass six feet under or your ass is stuck off in a coma vegetable cucumber big bundle flow to step band of flow I don't give a damn how you feel me you don't like me that's okay do something shut your mouth or come and kill me Bando flow this step band of flow commit do something you don't like me do some stuff running ur mouth bumping your gums talkin dat shit but u ain't going to do shit u a whole bitch go eat a hole dick
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