SHE DECIDES BEFORE ME

[Intro] I was going to— …I already did [Verse 1] I reach out before I think it say the words before they land every step already taken before I move my hand I don’t question, I just follow like I’m late inside my skin like the moment’s always over before it should begin [Pre-Chorus] I hear it… after it’s said I feel it… after it’s done [Chorus] she decides before me before I know before I want it before I say no she decides before me I just repeat every reaction a second too late [Verse 2] I was going to call him back— …already blocked I was going to let him stay— …already gone I didn’t feel it when it happened only after, like a trace like I’m watching something wear me like I’m slipping out of place [Pre-Chorus] it’s faster… every time I’m fading… out of line [Chorus] she decides before me before I breathe before I touch it before I leave she decides before me I can’t compete every decision cuts under me [Bridge] if I try to stop it… it already stopped if I try to choose… it’s already locked if I say “this is mine”— “it’s not” [Break] I was— I am— I— “you don’t need to be” [Final Chorus] she decides before me there’s nothing left no hesitation no second guess she decides before me I finally see— there’s no before me [Outro] that’s better