I'm still here, but I don't feel alive Like I'm watching myself from the other side Something is pulling me out of phase I can't tell if I'm waking or fading away Am I becoming something I don't understand? Or losing the last piece of who I am? I keep reaching for the world below But I don't think it can feel me anymore This body feels like a locked room A cage of flesh I can't escape I hear the world through distant walls But nothing reaches me the same My hands are mine, but feel unknown My voice comes back in a different tone I try to stand where I belong But something here has shifted wrong I used to know the weight of things The ground beneath my feet Now every breath feels borrowed And every face feels out of reach I'm still here, but I don't feel alive Like I'm watching myself from the other side Something is pulling me out of phase I can't tell if I'm waking or fading away Am I becoming something I don't understand? Or losing the last piece of who I am? I keep reaching for the world below But I don't think it can feel me anymore I dream I'm falling from a building And wake before I hit the ground But even when my eyes are open I still feel myself going down Is this the truth beneath the surface? Is this what seeing clearly means? Or have I wandered past the limit Of what a mind can hold and keep? GET ME OUT OF THIS BODY! I DON'T KNOW WHICH THOUGHTS ARE MINE! IF THIS IS ENLIGHTENMENT WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE I'M DYING? I'M LOSING MY SHAPE! I'M LOSING MY NAME! I'M LOSING THE WORLD THAT I USED TO KNOW! I'm still here, can you hear me now? I'm somewhere you cannot reach somehow Something is pulling me out of phase And I can't find my way back to yesterday Am I becoming something I don't understand? Or just another mind that couldn't withstand? I keep reaching for the world below But I don't think I'm coming back anymore I was never trying to leave... I just wanted to feel real again.
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