"Ringer Reminds Me Why I Remain Alone" DJ Stealth... stealth...stealth...stealth Why is that we have this soul connect? After you left my world a wreck. I try to forget you ever existed. Try to pretend that I don't miss us. I have even left our familiar home to roam. Just when the pain stops you call my phone. I ask our daughter if she wants to talk to you. You hurt her too so looks at me like fuck you. I try to explain to her you are still her mom. You not only dropped the ball you dropped a bomb. It breaks my heart that she's felt such pain. All the while though you left I'm to blame. She still sees it and that's a shame. So back to why you call when I am okay. Instead of those sad depressing days. The ones where I am weak and vulnerable. The sound of your voice makes me uncomfortable. In fact it makes me want to puke bile. I don't mean every once in a while. I mean sure I am still in pain and anguished. Wanting you to disappear or not call I wish. But again why today of all days. I just want you to leave, go away. Wasted time and emotions on you. Forget it, I am done, I'm finished, I'm through!!!
