[Intro] I don’t really care For these long goodbyes I don’t really need To keep asking you “why” I just need to know If you’re leaving this time I just want to know How to take back my life— My life— My life— My life— [Verse 1] Thought everything was fine Wasn’t perfect, but it was mine Had a place Had a name Had a face I could recognize Then the picture cracked And I couldn’t look away Funny how the truth Can rearrange the play [Breakdown] Now everybody says “It’s not that bad” Like I’m supposed to put the pieces back “You’re a saint for dealing with this” Motherfucker, I ain’t dealin’ in her shit Let me build our lives Just to see it’s just another lie— “A broken man is dangerous ’Cause he has nothing left to lose” Yeah— Broke everything loose. I don’t know what broke I just know it wasn’t me Or maybe it was And I couldn’t see [Pre-Chorus] Everybody’s moving Like nothing changed Same old roads Same old names But I keep seeing The seams underneath Was I the only one Who believed? [Chorus] Who am I— When nobody’s watching And nobody asks? Who am I— When the room goes quiet? If I don’t have to be somebody Who do I become tonight? Who am I— Spent so long Trying to play my part Now I’m standing here With nothing in my hands Who am I— If I take off the mask Will I recognize myself? [Verse 2] Ticket in my hand It just says “cycle” Whole route mapped In obsessive loops Every stop sign Red as a ruse Half of me wants peace Half loves this cliff Shit— One me screams [Growled scream] “BURN—!” One laughs right back Hahahahaha! Third me scribbling plans In the dust “Where did we go wrong?” Fourth one praying To a faith he don’t trust “Mommy Frieren, please…” And I used to think They were keeping me alive Now I’m wondering Who taught them how to drive [Pre-Chorus] Everybody’s moving Like nothing changed Same old roads Same old names But I keep seeing The seams underneath Maybe I’m not broken— Maybe I just finally see [Chorus] Who am I— When nobody’s watching And nobody asks? Who am I— When the room goes quiet? If I don’t have to be somebody Who do I become tonight? Who am I— Spent so long Trying to play my part Now I’m standing here With nothing in my hands Who am I— If I take off the mask Will I recognize myself? [Bridge] I thought losing you Would tell me who I was Thought I’d find the answer In everything you took But I don’t want your reasons I don’t need your side I just need to know What’s left of mine All these years I called it “me” Every shape I had to be Every “yes” Every “fine” Every time I crossed My own line Was that survival? Was that love? Was that just who I thought I was? [Final Chorus] Who am I— When nobody’s watching And nobody asks? Who am I— When the room goes quiet? If I don’t have to be somebody Who do I become tonight? Who am I— I spent so long Trying to play my part Now I’m standing here With nothing in my hands Who am I— If I take off the mask— Who am I— Who am I— [Outro] Who am I— Who am I— Who am I— Who am I— Who am I—
