
[Verse 1: sparse, conversational, half-time] [Female Vocal] [Breathy] Alarm goes off at half past done I crack open the first of three Hit raspberry creampuff, watch the cloud You know exactly what I mean I've said some things on the beltway I'm not proud of, but I'd say again I always smell like Saturday Call it a way of life instead [Pre-Chorus: rising tension] [Female Vocal] [Intense] Yeah I know it doesn't make sense And yeah I know what the doctors say Watch your temper, watch your heartrate I switched to zeroes and I'm okay [Chorus: anthemic, wall of sound, driving 8th notes] [Female Vocal] [Powerful] [Layered Vocals] Caffeine, adrenaline, nicotine, serotonin That's the recipe, that's the medicine Call it chaos, call it undisciplined It's the only life I've ever been in Caffeine, adrenaline, nicotine, serotonin I'm not broken, I'm just running thin And if this is all that I am Then darlin' — I'm all in [Verse 2: half-time, slightly darker texture] [Female Vocal] [Breathy] Three tabs open, two are crying One is me at 2 a.m. Blowing peach lemonade at the ceiling And I'd do it all again My teeth are fine, my hands just shake But God, I love the feeling When the deadline hits the wall That sweet particular panic Of surviving after all [Pre-Chorus: relaxed, full band enters] [Female Vocal] [Intense] Yeah I know it doesn't make sense And yeah I know what the doctors say Watch your sugar, watch your intake I switched to zeroes and I'm okay [Chorus: anthemic, wall of sound] [Female Vocal] [Powerful] [Layered Vocals] Caffeine, adrenaline, nicotine, serotonin That's the recipe, that's the medicine Call it chaos, call it discipline It's the only life I've ever been in Caffeine, adrenaline, nicotine, serotonin I'm not broken, I'm just running thin And if this is all that I am Then honey — I'm all in [Bridge: drops to clean guitar only, intimate, then explosive] [Female Vocal] [Whisper] Maybe someday I'll slow down Maybe someday I'll sleep in Maybe someday I'll mean it When I say I'm doing fine The doctor said give up the wine The loving and the song I said — I'll keep the song As long as I have my — [Chorus: final, massive, full production, layered] [Female Vocal] [Powerful] [Harmonized] [Layered Vocals] Caffeine, adrenaline, nicotine, serotonin That's the recipe, that's the medicine Call it crazy, call it regimen It's the only life I've ever been in Caffeine, adrenaline, nicotine, serotonin I'm not broken, I'm just running thin And if this is all that I am — Then I'm all in Then I'm all in Then I'm — [Outro: single guitar, reverb-heavy, Am-F decay] [Female Vocal] (Single electric guitar, reverb tail, fading) ...all in.

